About Me 

Hi I'm Meaghan... I live in S.A.... duh!!!! My best friend is Marijke.... I love her always.....I'm an outgoing person.... i get pissed reli easily (not drunk) so DON'T MESS WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!! If ur on my gd side i can b reli nyc........ i can get reli hyp and if u dnt lyk hyp ppl......... go home or get used 2 it............. I   goin out with fwends n makin a scene..... by wearin the weirdest clothes....... the look on my fwends faces r classic......  if u wanna b fwends invite me n we can chat............ P.S....... I'm single    hehehehehe ps... im kinda shy....hehe

Words of Wisdom 

rather b a 1st claz version of urself den a 2nd claz version of sum1else.................. Dese are the lyrics to my fav song!!!

Last Resort by Pappa Roach:

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
Ive reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying
Im crying

I cant go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Dont give a f*ck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong
Would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And Im contemplating suicide

Cuz Im losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me Im fine
Nothings alright
Nothing is fine
Im running and Im crying

I cant go on living this way
Cant go on
Living this way
Nothings alright

AND I ALSO LOVE DIS SONG.... SEETHER FT. AMY LEE: 

 Last night I saw that beauty queen
Watched her paint her face on
I wanna be that magazine
That she bases life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She’s got nothing to say
She’s got bills to pay
She’s got no one to hate
Except for me

Last night I saw that beauty queen
She's getting high on Revlon
I wanna be that magazine
That she wastes her life on
I wanna waste her monthly blood
Wanna get some on my love
Wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She’s got nothing to say
She’s got bills to pay
She’s got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

When I saw that beauty queen
watched her paint her face on
I wanna be the one unclean
that she wipes her ass on
wanna waste her monthly blood
wanna get some on my love
wanna get some gasoline
And burn the house down

She’s got nothing to say
She’s got bills to pay
She’s got no one to hate
Except for me
Me.

She's got nothing but shame
She takes pills for pain
She's got no one to blame
Except for me
Me.

I wrote these poems.........

My life

I'm hearing but not listening

I'm looking but not seeing

I'm touching but not feeling

Yet life is somewhat pleasing

I'm talking but not speaking

I'm dying but not dead

I'm walking but am flying

My life's not worth trying

I'm sharing but not caring

I'm feeling but am not exceeding

Slowly I am dying

Yet life is somewhat pleasing

And i wrote this one.... I wrote it for my friend Sarah..... she doesn't appreciate me and i hate that:

My heart full of sorrow

My head heavy with pain

My arm is bleeding

My head down in shame

Today is my day

The last of the lot

People are crying

My eyes burning hot

I want to leave

But they won't let me go

My heart is pleading

Starting to get slow

A knife in my hand

Pulled across my other

The pain is dreadful

But i want it like no other

I want to say sorry

But its far too late

My arm is bleeding

For someone i hate