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Skateboarding Since: 2000
Skateboarding Ability: Intermediate
Skateboarding Style: Street
Skateboarding Stance: Goofy


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About Me 

 Im 6"5' I weigh less then 100    IM EMO GAY ANOREXIC AND BELEMIC
R.I.P 3/25/05 Missy
BANDS
Baghead
Planet Kill Switch
Insult 2 Injury
Where Nowhere Begins
Stabbing The Drama
Memories Of Dreams Forgotten
From Misery To Madness
Norramic
Severed Hand
many more
I HAVE A LOVE NAMED TREVOR I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART DONT f*ck WITH MY BABY

Words of Wisdom 

DONT SEND ME CHAIN LETTERS I JUST DELETE THEM AND GET PISSED OFF DONT SEND THEM TO ME AT ALL

Ummm. Words of wisdom. I dont know I guess do what you want to do no matter what people say do anything you want until you think your done.

im anorexic and belemic i cut dont try to stop me that makes me even more mad i hate it so dont even try it wont work anyways

be random be yourself dont be what others want you to be   be anything dont be a sterotype i hate that

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Songs in the colour are from the album: Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has A Bodycount

Songs in this colour are from the album: Heroine

Songs in this colour are demos or something idk what i dont have them on cd so idk but if you know would you tell me please?

Afterbirth

I was born in a house
Of glass and silver floors
There were so many people
Wearing masks
One question with two answers
I asked

Anywhere is better than here
Away from you
Breed me, breed me
Give me away
Lie to me, lie to me
Give me away

What do you say? Just you and I,
South on the five,
For a couple of days?
You take your car, ill take my bag
You take the wheel, ill gather money
For gas

Anywhere is better than here,
Away from you
Breed me, breed me
Give me away
Lie to me, lie to me give me away

Danny, oh danny

I was born to be given away.....
Breed me, breed me
Give me away
Lie to me, lie to me
Give me away
They told me...
A little boy who had been wearing my face had
Told me I was born to be given away



And We All Have A Hell

 

Every day gets worse,
Locked in a vice my thoughts perverse
You must wonder why I look at you that way
Tonight ill make my way into your house
I must; I'm lusting for your body
Skin looks tight, think I just might have
To take a bit, but I know one will turn
To three or four or more my little whore

Tonight, tonight
She's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?)
Bobbysoxer so pure, so young
(By morning her soul will be gone, gone, gone.)

I did a beautiful thing,
Relax baby, that's a good girl
You're like my work of art
I can control, I can contort any
Position that I wish,
I make my fantasy reality
Hold still, it will be over soon

Tonight, tonight
She's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?)
Bobbysoxer so pure, so young
(By morning her soul will be gone)

I blend with the walls so I won't be seen
My love, you smell so....................
I took one good look,
And I followed you home

Tonight, tonight
She's not alone (can you taste the wicked in the room?)
Bobbysoxer so pure, so young
(By morning her sould will be gone)


 

Christmassacre

 

ALL I GOT THIS YEAR,
WAS A FUKCING HEAD TO TEAR
PRESENTS WRAPPED WITH GREED
TURN YOUR BACK AND WALK AWAY
MERRY f*ckING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY f*ckING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY f*ckING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY f*ckING CHRISTMAS

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in fall out boy
Here's his number girls and boys.
847-40,0-48, 1 and 4.
You better call him, he's in fall out boy, you better call him.

ALL I WANT THIS YEAR
IS A MODEL AND A BEER
MY QUEEN WILL RULE YOU ALL.
f*ck THIS WORLD AND DECK THE HALLS.

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in fall out boy
Here's his number girls and boys.
847-40,0-48, 1 and 4.

LA LA LA LA LA LA LA

SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING


 

Dead Baby Kick Ball

Girl, you must think that I'm crazy,
but we all know you's a cutie,
and you're all like, "nuh-uh, boys don't wanna get with me"
Girl, please
I can see right through those
fake colored contacts;
your eyes ain't blue, I bet that hair's held by glue

Hey, shorty, why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
you dropped those names, and now you got nothing to say

It's like that episode of cheaters,
and I'm that dude with the gun,
hiding cameras in your bedroom
Girl, I know what you've done;
I might be your baby's daddy,
but that don't mean shi*t
when every dude on the block
knows that you're a trick

Hey, shorty, why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
you dropped those names, and now you got nothing to say

Uh, I'm not a rock star, but I still tend to rock hard
You try to play games, tease and try to keep me rock hard,
try to make me slap you and see me in a cop car,
catch me speeding in stock cars, expecting me to stop hard
You playing with the mind of the craziest kind,
telling me how much you love me when I know that you're lying;
you must be snorting lines if you think that I'm crying
You manipulating backstabbing cold and kaniving,
I went from last to first but this is first to last
I'm the major league player, you can kiss my ass, trick

Drop it like it's hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker

f*ck
f*ck
f*ck
f*ck
f*ck
f*ck you
f*ck you
f*ck you
f*ck you
f*ck you....


 

Emily


Smiles and Her laughter.
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for
A time,
Regardless of our distance,
And our Hope grows greater.
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for a time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something worth the waiting
'Cause it's the only thought that I ever feel Real
Thunder Storms could never stop me.
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's Simple yet Confusing.
Her Sparkling Eyes make me Weak at my words,
They tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter,
Coldens me for I have yet to Sleep.
And Never will I give up trying,
'Cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something Worth the Waiting.
It’s the only time that I ever Feel Real.
'Cause Thunder Storms could never stop me.
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

There's no one in the world like Emily.

 


Failer by Designer Jeans

 

I’m a mess of insecurities
Attention starved with a narcissistic twist
Don't you think that I’m amazing?
Please tell me I'm worth dating
I have every reason not to leave home today

Mirror, mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures
Mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures

Please don’t believe my words are lacking honesty
I’ll be the boy you can’t resist
You’ll be the tenth girl on my list
I’ll write your name upon my chest
These less than three's will never rest
Please don’t believe my words are lacking honesty

Mirror, mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures
Mirror, how amazing is my figure?
Your visitors they fall apart before my pictures

You'll be the last girl on my list
action's just a click away
these things photographs could never say
[x2]

Please don’t believe my words are lacking honesty
Please don’t believe my words are lacking honesty

 


Featuring Some Of Your Favorite Words


good to see you come so easy
when I need your love so badly
here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
maybe I can give this another
shot or sing about a broken heart
or immitate the way it feels if this is happening for real


Chorus:
this distance seems closer
when you shove it in my face
this moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
they're torn and have frayed ends
this darn dusty book
is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see no I can't breathe
put me on the next page outta here
to live forever on this paper
capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice


killing time by drawing faces that stare back at me from the margins
in a sea of 8 and a half by elevens
I'm drowing in
treading through run on sentences
and sinking into empty text
i'll swallow the salt
then spit a few dry words out

[Chorus]

no matter what I say no matter what I write here I'm sick of always
looking at this page with a blank stare
you never seem to know what they never seem to tell you
words don't always come as easily as you might want them to
x2
throw this paper into fire and take me with it, just take me with it
throw this paper into fire, into fire yeah
throw this paper into fire, into this fire
throw this paper into fire, and throw me with it, just throw me with it

 


For The Taking

 

Ive got the world crashing down, down around my feet
Ive got the world crashing down, down around my feet
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Before you take me home, there's just a few things i wanted you to know.
Take a deep breath, its been an hour,
And we've been walking for a million miles tonight,
dont fight the things i know you want to say to me.
So please, dont make it harder than it has to be
Dont make it harder than it has to be
Dont make it harder than it has to be
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Time is only temporary, this will not last forever
Before you take me home, please don't tell me what i don't wanna know.
Wipe your eyes dry, you'll see clearer.
The end of this is coming close to us, dont rush,
I've heard that line a million times from you and its true, the midnight
sky is another shade of blue. the midnight
sky is another shade of blue.the midnight
sky is another shade of...
My heart is yours for the taking,
My heart is yours...for the taking.
The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet, and the wish for your applause is taking over me
The world is falling like a final curtain to my feet, and the wish for your applause is taking over me

 


Heroine


Oh mother, is it hard to recognize me now?
Mother, why can't you recognize me now?

Assimilate?
And everything's fine
but I lied

Little boy
Little man
I've lost my name

Heroine, oh heroine
Where have you been when I needed you?

Little boy
Little man
I've lost my name

Heroine, oh heroine
Where have you been when I needed you?


 

Hidden Track


girl you must think that i'm crazy
but we all know you's a cutie
and you're all like, "nuh uh boys don't wanna get with me"
girl please
i can see right through those
fake colored contacts
your eyes ain't blue, i bet that hair's STUCK by glue

hey shorty why you playing games
these games were played, the rules were made,
you dropped those names and now you got nothing to say

it's like that episode of cheaters
and i'm that dude with the gun
hiding cameras in his bedroom
girl i know what you've done
i might be your baby's daddy
but that don't mean shi*t
when every dude on the block
knows that you're a trick

hey shorty why you playing games
these games were played, the rules were made,
you dropped those names and now you got nothing to say

uh, i'm not a rockstar but i still tend to rock hard
you try to play games tease and try to keep me rock hard
try to make me slap you and see me in a cop car
catch me speeding like stock cars expecting me to stop hard
you playing with the mind of the craziest kind
telling me how much you love me when i know that you're lying
you must be snorting lines if you think that i'm crying
you manipulating backstabbing cold and kaniving
i went from last to first but this is first to last
i'm the major league playa you can kiss my ass trick

DROP IT LIKE IT'S

HHHHOOOOTTT
shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
shake it like a salt shaker


 

I Liked You Better Before You Were Naked On The Internet


it's amazing what you'll find when you just open your eyes
sometimes love can leave you blind
but still you try, to cover all the lies and ignore all the signs
sometimes love can leave you blind

what i thought was a certainty(was a certainty)
has left me(left me)
spinning in circles again

comparing to the last time that we had spoke it seems to
me that youre not happy, like you used to be

to you i'm like a flavor that wouldn't last
you took one bite and spat me out real fast

and now this mark remains and will never ever go away
and now this mark remains and will never ever go away
and now this mark remains and will never ever go away

 


Kiss Me, I'm Contagious

I break hearts like the west was won
(they call me the rattlesnake)
Baby i look like an outlaw
(Like an outlaw baby)
play poker all day at the saloon
(you cheating bastard)
i'll get you in the saddle soon, soon , oh yeah

we won't back down
(bang bang guns go bang)
from a fight
(bang bang guns go bang)
ninety paces west
(bang bang guns go bang)
at noon we draw to
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death, oh yeah

there was a man from way back west
(that desperado ain't got shi*t on me)
he took 12 rounds straight to the chest
(thats two six shooters to be exact)
at night this town, remains awake
(for they keep their eyes wide open)
in terror of the rattlesnake

i bite it but i don't light it
(this town ain't big enough for the both of us)
i'll use the rope and i'll ride her
(i'd tap that ass)
two barrels and a whole lotta bang
and when i'm done with it
this town will never be the same


we won't back down
(bang bang guns go bang)
from a fight
(bang bang guns go bang)
ninety paces west
(bang bang guns go bang)
at noon we draw to,
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death
we draw to death, oh yeah

can i touch your legs
do i make you sweat
(x6)


 

Minuet

[Instrumental]


 

Mothersound


Verse 1
Mothersound!
What have they done to you?
Your withering away in the cold...
Mothersound!
Once again, the world's blasting you
It took your soul...

Chorus
I, have done this for the sound,
Have done this for the sake of you,
the sake of me...
And you can mark my f*cking words,
We are the ones supposed to be,
We're here to rise the rubble,

Verse 2
Thanks to you,
We get arrangements for exposing
what you are and what you've done,
(?)
No better time, than now
To change what has been written
I have been taught,
That those who would not know ...better

Chorus
I, have done this for the sound,
Have done this for the sake of you,
the sake of me,
and you can mark my f*cking words,
We are the ones supposed to be,
We're here to rise the rubble.

ooooooohhhhh....


Chorus
I, have done this for the sound,
Have done this for the sake of you,
the sake of me,
and you can mark my f*cking words,
We are the ones supposed to be,
And we're here to rise the rubble! x2

(Bass, guitars, and drums finish the song)


 

My Heart Your Hands


Here’s a letter, I'm writing to You.
Of all the things, I never could have said (And it’s the truth).
It's the letter, You're burning from Me.
Of all the things, YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART, INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You're saying.. NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You say it best... MY HEART YOUR HANDS!
MY HEART! YOUR HANDS!

CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
(BURN INSIDE, BURN BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!
BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!)

HERE’S A LETTER, I'M WRITING TO YOU!
OF ALL THE THINGS, I NEVER COULD HAVE SAID!
IT'S THE LETTER, YOU'RE BURNING FROM ME!
OF ALL THE THINGS YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN MY HEART, INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You're saying... NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!


I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You say it best... My heart Your hands..

(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
Close Your eyes and think of Me.
I'm taking back everything.
Close Your eyes and think of Me.
I'm taking back everything.

I CAN'T! I CAN’T FORGET YOUR FACE!
here's a letter, you'll burn
(You're burning from Me..)
I CAN'T! I CAN’T FORGET WHAT YOU'VE SAID!
(You're burning from Me..)
here's a letter you'll burn
I CAN'T ERASE MY MEMORIES!
here's a letter, you'll burn
(You're burning from Me..)
IT'S LIKE RUNNING FROM A GHOST!
here's a letter, you'll burn
You're burning from Me..
You're burning from Me..
I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FACE!
You're burning from Me..
I CAN'T FORGET THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID!

 


Note To Self

 

Two roads split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to be.

I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far... seems far from here.

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what
we call a tragedy.
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
To me.
(repeat)

I can feel my mind,
wandering again.
Into where I dont know,
and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving,
faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.
(repeat)

Two roads...
Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to....

Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.

 


Populace In Two

 

Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost
To put it nicely I hope you choke
A poet of sorts but I'm not enough, to give you an eyesore
Its hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
I'm sick and tired I told you so
You can call me at home but I know better than to answer the phone
When people ask about the last time that we spoke
I let the stitches do the talking for the most, part
And I leave out how you threw a lamp through my front window

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

Even if I spend 2004 listening to morrisey in my car
I'm better off alone, than I would be in your arms
Even if I spend 2004 listening to morrisey in my car
I'm better off alone, than I would be in your arms
In your arms,
I'm better off alone (In your arms)

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

(Instrumental)

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

To unexpecting you
To unexpecting you
(Just burn the photographs)
To unexpecting you
(Bury the memories)
To unexpecting you

 


Regrets And Romance

 

Now I see the truth in your eyes
This time it will last forever
Now I see the truth in your eyes
Tell me what you're looking for

To fall asleep with you would be heaven; for once this dream won’t be short lived
Take me with you; show me all life’s splendors
I've been waiting for life's last breath
I've been waiting for life's last breath

The world wouldn't turn without you; breathing its air, I’d take you anywhere
For once this is one of those dreams that I can spare, but you'd rather spare me

Now I see the truth in your eyes
This time it will be forever
I'll trust you, if you'll just trust me
Tell me what you’re looking for
Now I see the truth in your eyes
This time it will be forever
I'll trust you if you'll just trust me
If this isn't what you wanted, then tell me what is

And our roles have been filled, as they should with hidden messages in secret songs
This is my last breath of air.

I'll never miss it, the way you regret
And everything means everyone
There's something this far
That I have it all
You were the first one
To tell me I'm wrong
I'll never miss it, the way you regret
And everything means everyone
There's something this far
That I have it all
You were the first one
To tell me I'm wrong
For you are my life
your ------- promises
everything that's all you need
so live all your days, as if we have never met
tell me what are the words we say

 


Ride The Wings Of Pestilence


Hiding behind the Shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
To drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
As blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are (tonight)

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
i'll wear your skin As a suit pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more then they used to.

Dear diary my teen-angst bullshi*t has a body count! (count!)
I believe its six going on to seven now!!! seven now!!!

I've been dreaming about you
In a pool of your own blood,
With your eyes gouged out
By the work of my thumbs,
The scent of your insides
From under the floor boards,
The perfect perfume
For settling the score

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
your friends will like you more than they used to
pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to

Ride the wings of...
Ride the wings of...

Ride the wings of pestilence!!!
Ride the wings of pestilence!!!
Ride the wings of pestilence!!!
Ride the wings of pestilence!!!

 


Secrets Don't Make Friends

This place is a bloodbath
And we won't be taken alive
We stand alone
Under fictitious skies

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise [2x]
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy,you sucked the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

You were my compass
Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise [2x]
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy,you sucked the life out of me
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

f*ck you
Secrets don't make friends [3x]
Secrets don't make...

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me

[2x]
Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

[repeating:] Secrets don't make friends

 

Shame Shame

 

If ignorance is bliss
Then eradicate my knowledge of my history
Now meaningless; left on my own
I looked for a long time
Crossed paths with your kind
But some things are better left alone

Wake up, lonely, hating my life, alone...
Wake up, lonely, hating my life

Shame, shame on me
(Come again)
Shame, shame on me
(Come again)

Just bodies
They bite they scratch they crawl at golden souls
Hue pictures you won't see or never know
Just bodies
These golden souls with pictures were deleted
Heaved into the ocean to drown with their brothers, their brothers

Wake up, lonely, hating my life
Their brothers, brothers...
Wake up, lonely, hating my life

Shame, shame on me
(Come again)
Shame, shame on me
(Come again)

Come again
Come again

Oh shame, shame on me
(Come again)
Shame, shame on me
(Come again)

Oh shame, shame on me
(Come again)
Shame, shame on me
(Come again)

 


Soliloquy

HELLO WORLD, suck the life right out of my voice and breathe it back into yourself


 

Such A Tragedy

 

You used to be my angel,
but now you're more like the devil.
Keep on talking darling,
you're bound to kill yourself...
with another thousand words.

And tears my eyes right out;
i'd rather see you without them anyway.[x2]

Take me away.[x2]
I don't know you anymore.[x2]

After tomorrow,
things just won't ever be the same again.
Keep on running darling,
you're bound to kill yourself with another thousand miles.

And tear my eyes right out.
I'd rather see you without them anyway.[x2]

Take me away.[x2]
I don't know you anymore.[x2]

And I know you will never
(rip my heart out) listen to me again.
You will never
(rip my heart out and leave it beating on the floor) listen to me again.

Take me away.
I don't know you anymore.[x2]


 

The Crows Are Coming For Us


How does it feel
To be ashamed
Of who you love
Well I know

You and me ought to hurry
Heaven in the glitter is for real
Real, real

Always knew
What you were
Always knew

You walk on water
You sing a lovely tune
You walk on water
You sing a lovely tune
You walk on water
You sing a lovely tune
You walk on water
You sing, sing

Always knew
What you were
Always knew

The crows are coming for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are coming for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are coming for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are coming for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are coming for us
Let them live, let them live

The crows are hungry for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are hungry for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are hungry for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are hungry for us
Let them live, let them live
The crows are hungry for us
Let them live, let them live

Always knew
What you were
Always knew
What you were
(The crows are coming for us)
Always knew
(The crows are hungry for us)
What you were
(The crows are coming for us)

 


The Latest Plague

 

What would you say?
If this blemished face,
This blemished face
With a crooked nose
Had a chance to say
Whatever he wanted,
From his blemished world
Of the unknown?

And would you give a f*ck
If all that you heard
Were nouns and verbs
Like shallow heartache?

The sound, of victory,
Blowing up your world, world

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me,
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Oh, I heard a sick, sad voice
Oh It was honesty, I turned to her and said
We need to be medicated
Oh, and you're the prescription
For a forced out vision
If you're with me
We'll send the critics to hell
With the sounds of our voices

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

All you better-thans that fed us shi*t,
You'll be knocked on the floor
So don't you place your bets just yet
All you treasure sleepers feed on shi*t,
You'll be knocked on the floor
So don't you place...

Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Don't tell me where I don't belong
Fake faces everywhere I see
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down,
Don't tell me where I don't belong.

 


The Levy


NO!
Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find, home
The distance grows
as the ground approaches

Faith, at least in the form of gravity
keeps me low at the ladder
Time to crawl to the salty hill that fills my life

Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find, home
The distance grows
as the ground approaches

NO!
Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find, home
The distance grows
as the ground approaches

RISE, RISE, RISE TO FALL!
RISE, RISE, RISE TO FALL!

 


The One Armed Boxer vs. The Flying Guillotine

Kill the lights!

Hello ladies and gentlemen.
i'm glad you've graced me with your presence.
you're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
staring into the si-si-si-silence.
you see i came to save the stage.
i hope i'm not too late.
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming
"Sonny, this is urgent!
Fill these 50 voices with a purpose
but don't just give it away.
Inspiration isn't cheap these days.
You better make them earn it."

You... better..
make them earn it!
Make them earn it!
You...better...
make them earn it!
Make them earn it!

Hello ladies and gentlemen.
i'm glad you've graced me with your presence.
you're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
staring in the si-si-si-silence.
you see i came to save the stage.
i hope i'm not too late.
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming
"Sonny, this is urgent!"

You see i came to save the stage.
i hope i'm not too late.
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming
"Sonny, this is urgent!"

How do i address
a letter to my generation?
"Sonny," she said "save yourself the postage."
How do i address
a letter to my generation?
"Sonny," she said "Sing it in person!"

 


Ultimatums For Egos

Something I never wanted was your company, but you still came running back here anyway.
And the truth is that I’ll never tell you anything
because every time I try my words come out and kill me quick.
Crush my dreams I’ll fade away.
Crush my dreams I’ll fade away.
As long as what you wanted was for me to be miserable,
I’m breaking down everyday, the sky is a new shade of grey.
Trying to say you’re sorry when these were you intentions; cant take back what you’ve said.
I’ll never forgive, I’ll never forget(cross my heart)
The last thing that I needed was your sympathy, but you still showed it to me anyway.
You live for your excuses, and you should know by now
that every time you try your words come out and kill you quick.
Crush my dreams I’ll fade away.
Crush my dreams I’ll fade away.
As long as what you wanted was for me to be miserable,
I’m breaking down everyday, the sky is a new shade of grey.
Trying to say your sorry when these were you intentions; can’t take back what you’ve said.
I’ll never forgive, I’ll never forget(I’ll never)
Why don’t you throw away everything to gain nothing at all
but one less person who cares if you end up dead....I’ll just forget

 


Waltz Moore

 

I can’t eat anything
without shoving my hands down my throat
And I refuse to leave the world without smearing on makeup
With my hair blinding my eyes
Oh, blinding my eyes

I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the time?

I stretched myself across the world
Pushing my limits
For your entertainment and
You had the nerve
To call out my weaknesses
To drag me through the dirt

I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the time?

Ooh
I’m staring at the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate

I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like….

I can’t remember the last time I’ve seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the time?

Ooh
The color of my skin
Do you know what it’s like to feel ugly all the…


 

Waves Goodbye


There's an ocean out my window
There's beauty in its tears
There's an ocean out my window
It's crashing in my ears

Oh sea, your shelter
You dance between my toes
When I feel like I can't move forward
You carry me like a father

Breathing is the hardest thing I do
I'm not the only person in the room
It's hard for me, to feel like I'm perfect

 


When Flying Feels Like Falling


[x2]
It's days like these, that make me feel,
like I want to bleed through my heart again.
It's days like these, that make me feel,
like I might as well be on my own again.
I take back everything I said, about loving you.
Now that you've left me on the ground,
I can fly away to someone new.
Don't pretend like I don't know you're untrue.
I never meant to bring you
(down)
Nothing but good
(intentions)
I never meant to bring you
(down)

[x2]
Take it back,
(Take it back)
This time.
(This time)
I'll just move on.
I'll just move on.

[x3]
Take my heart,
(Take my heart)
Make it gray,
(Make it gray)
I'll never forget.
(I'll never forget)

 


World War Me 

YOU!...
YOU!...

Let's starve down to the bone, we're looking better boney
Who needs figure anyway?
Stay with me, stay with me,
So I can dig my nails deep in your cave

It feels better now without control, oh girl,
you look better blurry angel
Why do we need to be sanitary
when the world's so filthy anyway?

Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Poor unfortunate child
I can't stop running away

I'm a one life, hopeless dirty animal baby
And I bow down to my feeble brain
Aberrated, primitive
Stay with me, stay with me

No food for weeks I've never felt better
We look better famished girl
Hightail to our lush escape,
And leave our filthy world away

Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Poor unfortunate child
I can't stop running away

I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because of my selfish vices
I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because I gave up on myself and everyone

Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Oh poor me, oh poor you, ohooooo ohooooo ohooooo
Poor unfortunate child,
I can't stop running away
Poor unfortunate child,
I can't stop running away

 


X12 Days Of XXXMASX


On the 1st day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
My first pair of saucony's

On the 2nd day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
2 sets of dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 3rd day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
3 drug free x's
2 sets of dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 4th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 sets of dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 5th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 sets of dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 6th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 7th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 8th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
8 kids a moshin
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 9th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
9 LJ comments
8 kids a moshin
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
And my first pair of saucony's

On the 10th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
10 vegan cookies
9 LJ comments
8 kids a moshin
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
and my first pair of saucony's

on the 11th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
11 pair of diesels
10 vegan cookies
9 LJ comments
8 kids a moshin
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
and my first pair of saucony's

on the 12th day of xmas my friendster gave to me,
12 tight black t-shirts
11 pair of diesels
10 vegan cookies
9 LJ comments
8 kids a moshin
7 inch rare vinyl
6 hot topic gift cards
IM IN CHAOS CREW
4 backstage passes
3 drug free x's
2 dog tags
and my first pair of saucony's

 


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Posted on May 02, 2007
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Why do you think that you have to be someone else to be cool? That's really pissing me off...
You're so goddamn fake and I'm tired of it.
f*cking go die.


I give up
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Posted on Apr 26, 2007
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From: RachieXO
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Hii :D
How are you?
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Maybe chat sometime?
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I want you so much.
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hey i luv ur poem and shi*t. add me to ur friend.
Posted on Apr 03, 2007
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Aww, wouldja look at that! Everyone finally noticed that you're a sorry ass faker. I can't beleive your STILL trying to be Dustin. hahahahah!! f*cking loser. Go kill yourself.
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Hey...yeah i know thats not u in your picts thats this other guy and u know it too....and im gonna help him to get u off this site u asshloe
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