This sh*ts my favourite ever written piece by moi....quite poetic but still with the hip hop style
As I came to the final decision of my life
I realised what this would make my loved ones feel like
But I aint got none so I might take 100 pills tonight
Sick of the sight of the bullies always being treat right
Contemplatin which way, by the gun or the tabs
Or by drinkin bleach, like the way they kill rats in labs
I know your goin to wonder why im takin it to this extreme
But this aint no computer game, aint no scene off da cinema screen
There aint always reasons for the way we act from time to time
One minute your life could be fine, the next you could be livin mine
I got no money at all so ive been roamin place to place
Offer counsellin I cant afford and I’ll shove it back in your face
Have a taste of my life and i’d bet you’d slit your wrists
Got no family left, never since the age of six
Parents never wanted me, I know that much is clear
Spent my childhood in foster care for almost 12 damn years
Ive faced my fear to die alone because of this right here
And now my decision’s made, a piece of lead behind the ear
And as I bring the gun up to my head I have one more thing to say
Please forgive me to all i’ve hurt, peace and love from ya boy DeeKay........
