Each day has been a fighting battle.. From the physical therapy appointments, to dealing with the struggles of high school.
I thought things had been tough to deal with the last couple of years, back when i was struggling with depression, when my grandmother died, or always being stuck on the outside in every situation left looking in.
But i was so completely wrong.
Never say something is impossible, good or bad, everything IS possible. Expecially when it takes you by suprise.
I realize now for multiple years i have taken everything for granted.
August 11th, 2006, i had my fourwheeler accident, which i never thought would happen to me. Walking away with no broken bones miraculasly. Instead, im left dealing with a head, neck, back, and shoulder injury -- elevated ribs, nerve damage in my right arm/shoulder, and some memory loss.
I have all of my doctors and therapists lost, they dont know whats wrong, so they cant really help.
From therapy today, im left with severe pain in my collar bone and shoulder, but because of the damaged nerves, i cant move my right arm. It feels dead to me........ I just want to get better, im willing to do whatever it takes. I know im going to be in pain, but its getting so OLD...
Almost a lil over 3 months ... And im no better than i was when it happened..
I need rest, and typing one handed just IS NOT my thing.
- Kylie -
