I spent the past 5 days in Dalhart, 1 at Savannahs, 1 at Stasha's, and 3 with Sho.  It was a lot of fun, but I got bruises on my legs and on my sides from everyone tickling the shi*t out of me!! Thanks, guys. lol.  But then me and Sho went to Mikey's and Casey's old house and took some pics....I f*ckin' miss that place.  There are too many memories, and then we realized when things started going wrong was after Ashley and Luke started going out....and it's true, it seems like now everyone's changed and against each other....no one that was in the house is the same anymore.  Maybe we could have done something to have changed that and then everything wouldn't be hell anymore?  But then again, you can't go back in time.  3 more years and I'm getting my ass out of here, I'm not going to be like my sister and think I'm going to live with my parents for the rest of my life.  Once I'm 18, I'm out of here and there's no looking back.  If I need someone's help, I'll ask. 

Last night me and Sho stayed out of the Ranch and we went to the "Haunted house" which really isn't haunted, just hold and falling apart.  We walked around it and found a basement and then went outside and started screaming until we saw headlights coming down the street.  Then we  hurried up and jumped into the weeds and rolled under fence and into the pasture.  We lay there and listened to her mom and aunt shout our names, looking for us.  We laughed the whole time.  After they left, we walked down the street and back to the house and I can't remember a lot of what happened, but I went into Ruthy's room and began watching The Longest Yard, and when it got to 46 minutes and passed out....I dont even remember falling asleep, but I was REALLY tired.  Then we woke up early this morning and went back into town and then I came back to Hartley....I f*ckin' hate this place.  When I got kicked out and put back out here I cried everyday for a month and then after Casey left, it makes it even harder not to cry.  There is too much depression lately.  2006 has been too f*cking dramatic and it gets old f*cking fast.  Sometimes I just want to run away, but I know it wouldn't work out....I've got to put up with this shi*t for another 3 f*cking years.  And I'm sick of that little bitch still being jealous, she needs to realize that he's not ever going to like you like that and he never did.  Everyone is sick of your bullshi*t, so stop acting like that victim, no one cares. 

 

Well, I guess I'm done blabering for now....

 

 

One day, we'll fix things.....<3  JuhNay