Wish I was to dead to cry. The self affliction fades. Stones to throw at my creating, Masochist, to which I cater. You dont need to bother. I don't need to be. I'll keep slipping farther. But once I hold on, I wont let go till it bleeds. Wish I was to dead to care. If indeed I cared at all. Never had a voice to protest. So you fed me shi*t to digest. I wish I had a reason, my flaws are open season. For this I gave up trying. One good time deserves my dieing. You dont need to bother. I don't need to be. I'll keep slipping farther. But once I hold on I wont let go till it bleeds. Wish I'd died, instead of lived. The zombie hides my face. Shell forgotten with its memories. Dyer is left with crypt of gaieties. You dont need to bother. I don't need to be. I'll keep slipping farther. But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds. You dont need to bother. I don't need to be. I'll keep slipping farther. But once I hold on, I'll never let down my deceit.