Sunday, August 13, 2006

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 9:56 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

(a poem intro)
i'm finished darkness consumed me
my heart is a black broken heart
that bleeds with no desire
forming my red stainful tears
and a brand new scar everytime on my soul
life is a highway
sooner or later i will stop for gas
i will go through bumby raods
there are bridges i must cross
but this time i stopped right close to the edge
it's 6 feet under
i close my eyes
(whisper)i begin to fall

(screams) save me!! x4
i feel the demons inside me
it's driving me insane
when i cry is like an acide rain
i feel its through my veins
pain on top of pain
tearing burns all over my face
in my head
fear and rage

(scream/roar)
out of the darkness here i am
trying to stand
my bleeding hands
face to face with pain again
and i scream save me once more

and it's dark again
keep looking over my back
i could feel him gasping
like he's ready to attack
i try to look away
in the shadows i camofloge
these mysteries i'm trying to solve
repeating in my head that i'm ok but i'm a lier
put me out cuz i'm a f*cking fire
i slashed my wrist i feel so cold
a gun to my head its about to blow

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 10:24 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Maybe if i slit my wrist
Would  his scream fade into the mist
Maybe if i hang myself
He’ll keep my picture on his shelf
Maybe if i have an overdose and die
Maybe he’ll cry
I’ve been sleeping next to pain for too long
Hide my words behind this poem or song
Trying to cover my scars
Life isn’t going nowhere far
This pain is a rush of blood to the head
I never saw what was being said
I’ve been holding all this inside
Under my hood i always hide
Trying to hide scars,pain,sins,and lies
As i jump off the edge of this building and die

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:48 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Shatter my heart...yea thats fine
See how many times i die
Crawling beneath my skin.....here comes u
Finding a way to say i love u
U keep stabbing me in the back
Around u red roses fade to black
That’s the color of your tears
That’s the color my fears
Ohh,
I tied the rope around your neck
Just wishing you’d be dead
I sow your lips for what u said
I shut your eyes before you can see yourself die once again
So stop me now
Before i i cammit this sinful revenge
My heart crumples and sheds
Your dreadful face still planted in my head

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:31 PM Updated On: 7/5/2006 at 12:35 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I’m drowning in my own blood
My lungs are flooding
I cry a thousand times in shame
I always scream his name in vain
Save me before it’s the end
It’s beginning to crawl in my skin
This weakness i carry in this endless night my ambition is here to fight
A thousand times i cry in vain
And yet i still scream his name
I try to fight, i try and try
My weakness is gaining it feels like my veins run dry
Blood in my left hand and a blade in my right hand
With a sharp pain in my heart i fight to stand
My head starts spinning i begin to fall
Darkness is closing in on my again with blood and all
My life is gone and i still don’t see the light
I don’t know where i am.......am i still in this endless night??

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:24 PM Updated On: 7/21/2006 at 10:24 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I scream...scarred and battle weary feeling that my life has lost its purpose...i begin to feel weak and lose my balance falling to the floor under the weight of my own body and along comes you..with your robe tattered yet your wings so majestic their mere presence seemingly rejuvenating me, yet you seem to have fought the same battle as I.Seeing you fall to the ground I muster every ounce of energy to run to your side and give you my last bit of water knowing it might not do much but itll help You then peer towards a mountain and immediately I understand what it is you are attempting to tell me. I take up arms again knowing that this will be a rough journey feeling the blood fall endlessly from my wounds and yet i carry on. Hoping to bring you to what you wished. My spirit enflamed by the feeling of just letting go but I battle on to make you see the warrior that I truly am...fighting off enemy after enemy watching you regain your strength as I attempt to fight with me never giving up and wanting you to see what you were always meant to see....We arrive at the base of the mountain my body mind and spirit tired beyond belief my cuts closed only by the drying blood and my legs unable to carry me...I look towards and muster with my weakest voice: This is not the real me.....and I look into your eyes to await your reaction.

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:07 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Because the pain of suffering
is so much pain and sharp
it's turning into liquid and running through my vains and in my heart.

The fire burns in my eyes still repeats
it reflects to everyone i meet
that saddens me more
than when u shattered my heart before
it hurts so much the pain of suffering
i cry fire to every now and yesterday's feelings.

I WANT STOP THE PAIN OF SUFFERING!!

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:04 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

I'm trying to find as many excuses to tell you how i feel
yet my lips are sealed
I'm still finding a safe place to hide
while everything i said is left behind
chasing after me then comes angry thoughts in mind

I don't wanna feel my mind screaming
so let me go without you
my tears are burning
I'm trying to find my way back home
but i wanna be alone
I'm pulling the knives out of my back
My mind is still getting attacked
the days are so long like there's no tomorrow
I'm choking under words of sorrow

Your watching me cry fire fire
I'm burning in flames with no desire
Your hearing echoes from the last words i've spoken
I'm falling deeper in this black hole and it's closing in on me
Now I could see the only door isn't open.

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Published by MiNd_Of_BlOoDy_DaGgErZ: 3:04 PM

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

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