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hello here at school and doing nothing but just hilling in th libary well im just txtn...(LOL) its weirdo because i dont get into trouble well humm well yup imlistning to 5 finger death punch.... yuppie!i an so so happy i donr know why but i am heheh!!
wow!! hummm.....
(LOL) its a habbit sorry!
well yeah im here and it sucks! yay!! omorrow i got 1/2 day!! well imnot comming to school tomorrow im going to springervilleto c ma dad! o yea well i was talking to my other dad that left us for somebody elts??
and i asked himif he could hepl us as in (me and my sister)
yea he want us to make a list of what we need lame i know!! 
that trick dont trust mne with the money!
what a loser!! o my f*cken god well humm all the freshmens are comming in to check out books just cute!!(LOL) ima JR!
yay!! well humm im boared outta my mind here at school well humm life scks!! 
i dont know what to do  
"I JUST WANNA FALL INTO PEICES!!"
yea... i was telling my lover La'vadis that YOUR IMAGINATION IS THE MOST CREATIVE SOURCE... IF YOUR BECCOMING SOMETHING.... BECAUSE LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT... YOU CAN LIVE BY IT...
yea that goess for you all!!!
so make life the best.... dont hold back let go..
the past is over so make it a new the new year just started and FUQ ALL THOES WHO THINK THEIR THE SHYTE!! N JUST GRREDY LIL SNITCHES!!!
IM RICH BITCH!!
(LOL) x2
 well as my blog i dont know what to tell you all you jerk offs go die!!
well humm yeah im hurtn still i thought i was n love then i ust got played for a fool...
but mistakes happen!!
but.....
I CHOOSE DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR
ya digg.... read a n never let loose!
im a rare diamoind... dont risk looseing something like me...i could b the 1 or u cud jut never imagine life with out AmBeR so mke use of me and never forget!
"die once....live again once more agin........ALIVE" 


Published On: 1/22/2009
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My Blog: Daggers
By: rollyerbones


i didnt even know the daggers had become a real thing,thats cool i guess.So maybe i'll buy a dagger board right after i get my punk ass mitts on a deathwish.


Published On: 1/18/2009
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I DO NOT KNOW I AM SICK TO MY STOMACH AND YEA...................
SUCKS STAYED AT MY BROTHERS HOUSE AND FROZE TO DEATH. LAID BY THE AC AND I GOT A NASY ASS COLD I HATE YOU SINNER!!!
(lol) JP DONT START BLESSING YOURSELF WITH HOLY H20 WELL I HATE MY LIFE
PERPLE IN IT JUST FUK IT UP
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE WHEN I SAY PEOPLE,,
ARE YOU SERIOUS:
WELL I G2G SO LATERS DEATH IS CALLING FOR TOMARROWS SWEET REVENGE.


Published On: 8/22/2008
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The Superman Mythos

by Thyroros

The term superman first entered into modern usage through the writings of Friedrich Nietzsche. This late nineteenth-century German philosopher was vehemently anti-Christian and never tired of condemning the faith as weak, absurd, even detrimental to human development. While Hitler admired him, and the Nazis are said to have made use of some of his ideas, Nietzsche did not actually share their racist and anti-Semitic views. (1) Thus it is not entirely incongruous that two young Jewish men from Cleveland, Ohio would have adopted the term for their own use. While many assume Superman is merely a work of science fiction, I do not believe this to be the case. I too grew up amid all the movies (the first film starring Christopher Reeve came out the year after I was born), cartoons, and TV shows, believing the Man of Steel to be nothing more than a slightly stale and out-dated comic book hero. However, after watching various episodes of Smallville, a very different interpretation of the American icon began to impress itself upon me.

As nonsensical or offensive as some people might think this to be, the tale of Superman represents an allegory of another well-known supernatural, extra-terrestrial being: Satan.

Before delving into some of the more specific correlations, and often glaring similarities, between these two legendary immortals, there is an important point which needs to be made regarding the nature of angels. Angels are extra-dimensional and other-worldly travellers who make infrequent appearances throughout the Bible and other related texts. They usually do not have wings, and they almost always appear just like men. The Seraphim and Cherubim are the only two celestial orders consistently described in the Bible which bear wings. While most angeaologies consider both orders to be angels, the highest orders in fact, neither the Old nor New Testaments refer to them as such. But this is really just a semantic argument that needn't be fully addressed here. Anyway, the English word angel is derived from the Greek angelos which simply means messenger, as does the Hebrew mal'ach, which is used in the Torah, the prophets, and other Hebrew writings. (2) These terms can be used to indicate human or divine beings. Many times the humans with whom angels communicate are not even aware of it until the supernatural visitors perform some act obviously beyond the capability of mere mortals. After closely examining all the Biblical references, I was forced to conclude that there is no overwhelming distinction between angels and what modern mythology refers to as aliens. Both are extra-terrestrial, and both seem to exhibit powers and/or technology beyond what might traditionally be considered human. Now, Satan, if standard Christian doctrine is correct, is a fallen angel, while Kal-El, or Superman, is a stranded, immigrant alien.

Objections may arise as angels are said to dwell in heaven while aliens inhabit the supposedly innumerable worlds located in the vast reaches of space. But again, the only difference between the concepts of heaven and space lie in the minds of people who refuse to acknowledge the simple facts. Both exist above and outside the earth, and both are impossible to visit for the majority of living human beings on this planet. Even now, after thirty-some years of manned space-flight, it still requires the pinnacle of human technology, and the availability of monumental resources, to even consider such undertakings. We haven't been to the moon in over thirty years according to official sources. Moreover, space remains extremely dangerous. It is a notoriously hostile environment; the slightest mistake or malfunction can bring about instantaneous death for even the most well-trained astronaut. So, heavenly realms and intergalactic space, not that different, right? Okay then, hopefully that matter is settled, and we can move on to Krypton.

As most of us know, Kal-El's homeworld, Krypton, was completely obliterated due to a nuclear reaction at its core, which resulted in the infant Kryptonian's emergency flight to earth. Now, some theorize that the asteroid belt in our solar system was created when a large, terrestrial planet located between Mars and Jupiter (often referred to as Astera/Astara) exploded some time in the past. (3) It's possible that this same cataclysm was also responsible for the destruction of the Red Planet's atmosphere and its civilization. Satan may also be connected with Mars and Astera, depending on one's interpretation of certain Old Testament books such as Ezekiel. Ezekiel states in chapter 28, verse 14 that the former anointed cherub, Satan, "walked up and down in the midst of the stones of fire". It's not a very far stretch of the imagination to connect "the stones of fire" with planets. Please examine the following verses for more details:

Ezekiel 28:15-17 15 Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee. 16 By the multitude of thy merchandise they have filled the midst of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned: therefore I will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of God: and I will destroy thee, O covering cherub, from the midst of the stones of fire. 17 Thine heart was lifted up because of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground (Hebrew 'eretz is also often translated as land or earth), I will lay thee before kings, that they may behold thee.

So Satan may have ruled a physical civilization spanning Mars, Astara, and perhaps several moons as well. But he rebelled against his God and King, and was cast to the earth along with a third of the Heavenly Host (See Revelation 12:4).

The aforementioned information thus allows us to have a much clearer understanding of the scenario presented in Smallville 1961. While I don't disagree with Chloe about the possibility of genetic memory being stored in the DNA, I don't accept that this was necessarily true in Clark’s case. I believe it to be more likely that Jor-El and Kal-El are one person, not father and son. Here's how it works:

I. Jor-El is Satan. II. The father who exiled Jor-El/Satan to earth is actually the Father, as in Yahweh, the God of the Bible. III. Jor-El/Satan returns to space to continue the "War in Heaven" (See Revelation 12:7).. IV. In order to eventually assume the role of Anti-Christ, Satan devises a seemingly foolproof plan. Just as Yahweh/God limited himself in power when He assumed the form of Jesus/the Christ, Satan formulates a a similar device. He clones himself and denies this clone access to certain segments of his memory and powers. This way he will more easily deceive humans into believing that he is a righteous savior rather than evil incarnate. But he makes messages and recordings beforehand which will remind him of certain things at planned intervals. This will enable him to develop in the most ideal way in order to fit the role of the Christ more perfectly. V. Satan and his angels are defeated in the heavenly realms, Mars and Astera/Krypton is destroyed as a result. Satan transfers his consciousness/spirit from Jor-El to the infant clone, Kal-El and rockets off toward earth.

As additional support for this concept, let us explore the meanings of the principal character's names belonging to the Superman mythos:

Clark - Old English - Clergyman or learned man (4)

Kent - Welsh - Bright white, white or bright (5). Another interesting possible derivation of this name is from the Biblical Kenites (first mentioned in Genesis 15:19 as enemies of Israel), who may have been descended from Cain (for in Hebrew Cain is more accurately transliterated as Qayin, and Kenites as Qayini. Adding an "i" to the end of a name in Hebrew indicates the people or descendants of that personage. Israel/Israeli, Qayin/Qayini. See the pattern?) (6)

Kal-El - Can be translated as destruction or completion of God in Hebrew (or possibly 'all that is God/totality of God'). (7) El is the Hebrew word for God.*

Jor-El - J is actually pronounced Y (the letter Yod) in Hebrew. Possible translations are: Yare'-el - fear of God, Yarah-El - God teaches, taught of God, Yeru-El - God is a foundation, Yeri-El - founded of God; God will see. (8)

Krypton/Kryptonite - From the Greek words krypto - To hide; kryptos - hidden unseen, secret; krypte - hidden place (9)

Lex - Latin for law (Just in case 'Lex' is actually short for Alexander, Alexander is Greek for leader of men, alex (leader) + ander (men).10

Luthor (Luther) - Teutonic- famous warrior/ famous in war

Old German - Warring ones

German - warrior/famous people?. Martin Luther was a Catholic monk and theologian turned Protestant reformer (1483-1546). (11)

*If one is inclined to doubt that Kal-El and Jor-El may actually be Hebrew names, allow me to you remind you that both Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, the original creators of Superman, were Jewish. Maybe I'm wrong, but I think it's highly unlikely they would give their characters Hebrew-sounding names by pure chance. (12)

There are just a few more items of interest which may possibly be connections between Kal-El and the Red Dragon/Satan. Since Superman derives his powers from the sun, that would make him a kind of 'sun god'. Satan has sometimes been compared with the sun gods of ancient mythology such as the Egyptian Ra, the Greek/Roman Apollo and the Persian Mithra. The 'infinity serpent' burned onto Clark's chest in the second season finale of Smallville is another fascinating correlation, as Satan is often recognized as being or controlling the serpent in the Garden of Eden (Genesis chapter 3), and one of his titles in Revelation (12:9) is that "that old serpent". Finally, it would be quite simple to draw a pentagram inside the five-pointed shield emblazoned on Superman's costume. Pentagrams are used in ceremonial magic and Satanism the world over. Not that such a detail is conclusive, but I just thought I'd include it for the sake of being thorough.

So what does all of this mean? The reader, of course, is free to draw his or her own conclusions But here's what I believe; Superman comics, movies, and TV shows (and everything else in between) are Satanic Propaganda. Superman is the Anti-Christ/Satan and Lex Luthor, representing Christianity, is desperately trying to defend the earth against him. As the story is told from Satan's perspective, Lex is falsely demonized and portrayed as an insane criminal. In the words of Friedrich Nietzsche from Thus Spake Zarathustra, "God is dead. I teach you the superman." This is the lie that the father of lies is eager for us all to swallow down between mouthfuls of French fries and jelly-filled breakfast pastries.

- Thyroros, December 2, 2003, Redlands, CA.

Endnotes:

1. See Friedrich Nietzsche's Biography.com
2. Information gathered by using the King James Bible (1611 Authorized Version) and The Strongest Strong's Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible. James Strong, L.L.D., S.T.D. Fully Revised and Corrected by John R. Kohlenberger III and James A. Swanson. Grand Rapids Michigan. Zondervan. 2001
3. Click here for the standard line on the Asteroid Belt formation. Go here for more information on the possible link between Mars, Astara, and Satan, maybe even Venus?
4. Name definition for Clark (Any standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.)
5. Name meanings & Name origins (Any standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.)
6. See footnote 2. Most Biblical scholars don't make the connection between Cain and the Kenites. This is probably due to the long-held view that the Flood of Noah/The Great Deluge (as related in Genesis chapters 6-8) was worldwide and no one survived except Noah and his family. However, a gr owing number dispute that the Flood was regional rather than global (which is possible based on certain interpretations of the passages in Genesis), and therefore, Cain's progeny could have survived.
7. From the Strong's Concordance Hebrew Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 3605-3607, 3615-3617
8. From the Strong's Concordance Hebrew Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 3372, 3384, 3385, 3400. Incidentally, yerah is the Hebrew word for moon, ref. 3391.
9. From the Strong's Concordance Greek Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 2926-2928 10. (Any competent Latin-English and Greek-English dictionaries can be used to find these definitions. Also standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.) Here's a couple of websites just in case you want them. For Alexander. For Lex & another for Lex. Just for fun, here's website containing excerpts of Plutarch's Alexander the Great (who was not a good guy) bio.
11. "Luthor/Luther" name meaning.
12. "Jews are the true comic book heroes", article from the Chicago Sun Times and here's a History of Superman article from Superman.com.ar in case your interested.

End the words of Thyroros.

This article can be found at: http://www.supermanhomepage.com/comics/comics.php?topic=articles/superman-satan



Published On: 4/29/2008
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Published On: 4/22/2008
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She came from above
 
And showed me such love
 
She told me she cared
 
But was never there
 
She gave me this look
 
That sometimes made me shook
 
She took away my breath
 
Then took me to death
 
She ripped out my heart
 
And split me apart
 
Then so there was death from an Angel


Published On: 3/31/2008
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My Blog: yeah
By: death_god15


there is a god
his name is death
he walk among us
choseing his next
he writes their name with his blood
he laughs
knowing that their gonna die
he see's our names with his eyes
he dosent have a syth
just a book
 
 
he cry's knowing he has done wrong
its his burdon
he's the only one
the pain in his chest
where his heart should belong
he has wing's but likes to walk
we cant see him
he's just there
 
 
he is a god that cannot die
he writes his own name
hopeing that he should die
his life is a burdon
one that he cannot stand
he falls to his knees
and he wonders why
the gods hate him
as he begins to die.


Published On: 3/29/2008
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so, I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you 


Published On: 3/28/2008
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these are some of my favorite song lyrics.    
 
 
 

Through The Fire And The Flames

On a cold winter morning, in the time before the light
In flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight
When the darkness has fallen down, and the times are tough all right
The sound of evil laughter falls around the world tonight

Fighting hard, fighting on for the steel, through the wastelands evermore
The scattered souls will feel the hell bodies wasted on the shores
On the blackest plains in hell's domain, we watch them as we go
In fire and pain, and once again we know

So now we fly ever free
We're free before the thunderstorm
On towards the wilderness our quest carries on
Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

[Chorus:]
So far away we wait for the day
For the light source so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning
And the lightning cracks the sky
They'll raise their hands to the heavens above
With resentment in their eyes
Running back from the mid-morning light
There's a burning in my heart
We're banished from a time in a fallen land
To a life beyond the stars

In your darkest dreams see to believe
Our destiny is time
And endlessly we'll all be free tonight

And on the wings of a dream, so far beyond reality
All alone in desperation, now the time has gone
Lost inside you'll never find, lost within my own mind
Day after day this misery must go on

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands
We fought so hard now can we understand
I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
For freedom of every man

if you do not like this song then dont post anythign means but if you like this song and like the lyrics you rock in my book



Published On: 3/22/2008
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My Blog: Remembering Her
By: JR01


How i remember her touch
How i miss it so much
How i remember her kiss
How it was a bliss
How i Remember her Hugs
How it brong me such love
How i Remember the Sex
How it made me Swet
I remember when you left
How it took me to death


Published On: 3/18/2008
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[= ..Bands.. =]

Blink 182 (Pretty much my all time favorite band)
+44
Angels & Airwaves
The Used
Breaking Benjamin
Fuel
Paramore
Cobra Starship
As I Lay Dying
30 Seconds To Mars
A.F.I
The Academy Is...
The Rocket Summer
AC/DC
The All American Rejects
Ben Folds Five
Bad Astronaut
Avril Lavigne
Armor For Sleep
Idiot Pilot
Box Car RAcer
Cake
Boys Like Girls
Chiodos
Buckcherry
The Beatles
Papa Roach
Sum 41
Chronic Future
Hawthorne Heights
Coldplay
Death Cab For Cutie
Side Effect
Something Corporate 
New Found Glory
Coldplay
The Strokes
Eminem
Flyleaf
Linkin Park
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Juanes
Finch
The Fray
The Goo Goo Dolls
Lostprophets
Ludacris
Good Charlotte
H.I.M.
Hellogoodbye
John Mayer
Houston Calls
Iron and Wine
Kerli
Motion City Soundtrack
Lifehouse
Lilly Allen
50 Cent
Jimmy Eat World
Norah Jones
Vanessa Carlton
Mae
NoFX
Simple Plan
McFly
Michael Buble
Panic! At The Disco
Relient K
Switchfoot
My Chemical Romance
Plain White T's
Sublime
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Remedy Drive
Semisonic
Taking Back Sunday
Senses Fail
Three Days Grace
The Verve
Yellowcard
3 Doors Down









Published On: 3/11/2008
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D.O.P.E. is coming!!!!
DEATH OR PRISON EVENTUALLY!!!!!
A true story about the greats of Skating
Bruce Logan World Champion 1975 76
Dogtowns Jay Adams maybe the skater who revolusionised skateboarding
Dennis Martinez world Chmapion
Christian Hosoi the skate star of the 80s
D.O.P.E. tracks the Rise and Fall and Redemption of Four major skateboard legends.
Stunning archival footage and current HD interviews take you on a rollercoaster ride through heaven and hell, where the highs of championship trophies are followed by the lows of addiction,homelessness,prison and death. Original music by Grammy winners ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT, P.O.D> and SWITCHFOOT along with some exciting new musical groups is perfectly married with the gritty narration of famed actor DANNY TREJO. The Rise is steep the fall is brutal and the Redemption nothing less than miraculous.
 
Nobody"s going to get up for popcorn during this film; I coudn't turn away for a second.
WATCH IT
-Actor Danny Trejo
 
D.O.P.E is DogTown with a message. I've skated all my life, and write this with a broken wrist from skating. This film is all about brokenness, but so much more, this film is about redemption!!!
 
-Jim Moriarty, CEO Surfrider Foundation
 
Everyone pretty much knows that drugs wreck LIVES, but somehow the message doesn't seem to hit home enough to stop people from doin' 'em D.O.P.E. delivers the point with both barrels. With unflinching cander and unfeigned grit, the amazing story of one of skateboarding's founding legends; Dennis Martinez speaks with authority that transcends wards of power that will change lives.
 
-Skateboarding Legend Rodney Mullen
 
This movie shows how any person at the top of their game can be taken over by the uncontrolled power of drugs and be changed forever. You can only ride the edge so far before you FALL.
 
-Professional Skateboarder, 6 times X Games Champion Bucky Lasek
 
A Fascinating glimpse into the rise , fall and redemption of some of the world's greatest
- Michael Brooke, Publisher, Concrete Wave
 
In sharing this with you all I feel is blessed to be a part of this.
Like last year
Myself and Dennis Martinez are going to be going into the schools in the Cayman Islands to share this message and then on the 31st May 2008 we will be showing the movie in one of the local Cinemas.
Being in Law Enforcemnet I have had first hand experience seeing people make the wrong decision to get involved in drugs. I have seen families torn appart, people die because of drugs, do time, and suffer illnesses which have lead also to eventuall death.
 
Dennis Martinez is someone who has lived it at the top earning over $40,000.00US per month in the 1970's, he had alll sponsorships, shoes, boards, cars all the trimmings being the top dog in skating, he then threw it all away for drugs. Imagine  he pawned for $500.00US  of DOPE his pride and joy his WORLD CUP which he set his eyes on from the age of 12 years old. He lived on the streets saw his freinds die, robbed for a living to also feed his drug habit. He did time in prison; then something changed he now has a life he is a tireless worker for the better. He now pasters to CAT 4 prisoners he shares his experience so others do not make the same mistakes he and others made. I advise all to watch this movie as their are lessons to be learned by all
if you use drugs think about what help is out there seek it and get off it and if you know people do the right thing as a freind help them. THE LIFE YOU SAVE MIGHT BE YOUR OWN.
If you come to the Cayman Islands to skate BLACK PEARL you can say hi cause I will be there. a skater and PROUD FARTHER of
Brian 16
Sean 7
Juliana 2 she also skates
They skate and can be seen at Black Pearl
 
 
Steve Myers
Royal Cayman Islands Police Service
 


Published On: 3/6/2008
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Your train of thought is lost

and your vision is blurred

your heart is torn

and your life is burrned

 

Torn into pieces

forgotten by all

you lose your grip

and suddently fall

 

you scream out for help

you reach out in fear

but theres no one around

and no one to hear

 

Your all by yourself

and you feel so alone

your in your own world

but it feals so unknown

 

your to far gone

theres no turning back

the will to survive

your beginning to lack

 

Cuts and bruises

scrapes and scars

cover your life

like the night sky stars

 

As the fall ends

and you hit the ground

you open your hand

and look what you found

 

The small razor blade

is beginning to rust

the need to be gone

 is becomming a must

 

And with one last cut

you try to end your life

but the blade is too dull

so you cry in he night

 

It seemed that the blade

was your only friend

and then you realize

it betrayed you in the end

 

As you search for a way

to finally disappear

a gun you see

will bring death near

 

And as you touch the metal

to your head

and with the pull of the trigger

you fall and your dead

 

You decend into hell

and take a look around

and notice that this is no escape

burried beneath the ground

 

You look into the eyes

of all the cold souls

no friendly bodies

no hands to hold

 

It's all our fault

that you chose this path

and the devil's the one

who got the last laugh



Published On: 3/3/2008
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My Blog: poem
By: death_god15


this poem is called why ok
 
why do i fill i can do more
why do i fill i havent done enought
why do i think my dreams will never come true
why am i so complicated
why am i such a weirdo
why do i fill im so intrusting a person
why do i have all these filling
why do i want more in life
why do i make promises i cant keep
why do i have so many thoughts
why do i make things so hard
why was i born it makes no cents
why dose eveyday end the same
why cant i change fate
why is deatany so mean
why do i wake noing that nothing hase changed
why is the only question i can ask myself


Published On: 2/23/2008
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My Blog: poems
By: death_god15


the only happy day
 
the only happy day is a day i get to hear ur voice
a day where i know u will be their
a day where i know time will stop when i see u
a day when u say i love u
a day i cant get over couse u where their
a day when ur love saved my life
a day when u pulled me out of darkness
a day when i seen the light of ur smile
a day that has no night couse u are their
a day with u in my life
a day full of delight
a day with u tiffany is the only happy day of my life.


Published On: 2/22/2008
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So long ive waited to be swepted off mi feet.To meet mi match and live happily ever after. So many heartaches i can hardly bear. And it seems right when i think its meant to be i lose miself and another piece of mi heart. But wait is this the one could this be true? i love him to death and id give him mi last breath just to hear his sweet voice say i love you one more time. He's mi life!

Published On: 1/29/2008
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The Open Door


Waiting at the open door,
Watching the world spin,
Hopeless and alone.


They all walk past,
Too afraid to enter,
Too stupid to realize,
That reality is faded.


Too jaded to notice,
The open door.


Death bites his lip,
Waiting for me,
Watching for me,
To close the door.



Published On: 1/29/2008
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1. Do you sleep in your bra?
*no
2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
*no

3. Are you happy with your looks?
*?

4. Do you enjoy drama?
*Sometimes

5. Are you a girly girl?
*kinda

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
*tom

7.Small or large purses?
both

8. Are you short?
*a little
 
9. Do you like someone?
*i think

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
*smak theirs bak

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
*thats gross

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
*No

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
*sumtimes

14. Are you double jointed?
*no

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
*??

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
no

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
*that im a whore?

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
*no

20. How many guys will read this just because of the subject?
*probly none

[x] I do wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ]I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy. [IN PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN]
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno.
[ ]I like country.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer
[ x] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ]I own a boy band CD.
[ x] I get bored watching football.
[ ]I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing
[x] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] My friends are the best.
[x] I have a piercing other then my ears.

Come on ladies, be truthful!

1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
*pink

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
*Both

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
*Yah

5. Do you have a best friend?
*yes

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
*yes

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
*nah

8. Do you like your life?
*NO

10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you ?
*yah

11.Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
*yah

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
*Guys

13. How long have you had myspace?
*dont have it

14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
*yes

15. What are your biggest fears?
*??

16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
*yah

17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
*yah

18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?
*yes
19. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
*yah

20. Do you ever wish you were famous?
*yess

21. Are you currently missing someone?
*yyes

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY?
cowboy or gangster? *cowboy
preppy or punk/goth? *both
face or body? *Both
sweet or sexy? *Both
city-slicker or rural guy? *i??
contact or glasses? *dont matter

questions.

Eyeliner or Mascara? *both

Pumps or flats? *flats

Skirts or pants? *skirts

Socks or leggings? *both

Heels or sneakers? *sneakers

Straight or curly hair? *Straight

Hoop or dangling earrings? *hoop

White or black? *white

Diet or regular sodas? *diet

Pearls or diamonds? *diamonds

Ipod or cell phone? *Both.

Friends or family? *i have no family

Lip gloss or lip stick? *glosss

Manicure or pedicures? *both

Tank tops or beaters? *tanktops

love or peace? *peace and love

Sunglasses or purses? *sunglasses

IN A GUY...
Funny or Serious? *Funny.
Cute or Hot? *Both
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?*duznt matter
Long Hair or Short Hair? *duznt matter
Curly Hair or Straight Hair? *either
Clean-cut or Rough? *Either
Good Dancer or Good Singer?*Dancer
Basketball Player or Football Player? *football
Jock or Rebel? *??
Smoker or Non-smoker? *non
Drunk or Sober? *??
Druggie or Clean? *Clean...
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car? *Dont matter
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven? *clean shaven
Younger or Older? *Older =]
Player or Loyal? *Loyal
Bad or Nice? *Both 


Published On: 1/18/2008
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your are happy and I am too,
and peace around us inside this sanctuary,

To hope one day we have the courage to
open our eyes and see the other side.

So we can overjoyed to what we see out there,
but I now mourn for you and now I see myself only...

I stare on what's in front of me...
A wall...

I open the locked wall and the shinning blinds me,
only to cover me, as if making me regret it.

This is what I see...

The sun...the sky, tainted as if the purity of it has been touched by the infected,

Ground is cracked, trees that were once before, now left me only to leave it's skeleton

To look around...theres no one to find but my reflection on the black water,

Is this what I thought to be?
or is this the fantasy from death,

Mabye so,
or mabyeit's what us sinners have done to it.

I can see God wearing black on this day, now the clouds have rained upon me and this world, as if the angels pitied it by crying.

Welcome to my side, what is yours?

Published On: 1/15/2008
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My Blog: LOVE
By: emos_blade


Love is an interesting thing. It shows up when you least expect it or don't feel like you have time in your life for it, yet it's completely scarce when you are lonely, desperate and looking for it. We spend so much of our lives craving love and wanting to find that special someone but when we have them we spend most of that time trying to fix them or change them for the better. We always want more. And even if you tell yourself a thousand times to be in the moment and try not to think so much you still end up pushing them away from you. Love sucks. Yet we all want it. And if love is hell, which I'm sure it is...I'm sure we'd all want to go there when we die.
Including me.
 
 
I just wona cry an every time
I try. I wona die. I think of
diein an I'm cryin.
I just wona cry an I
wona die.
 
 
This was riten by my brother K.O. Ho is now
dead an yes that was rill name. He left behinde 3 kids. 2 girls an one boy. an also a wife and 4 brothers. he was 23 years old his wife is 22. It hapend 9 monthes ago when we wher handling a situaton in the streets of south Ogden. The guy that shot him 13 times is dead.
My brothers last wish was don't let the memory of him die. So as we know that he went to a beter place his memory won't die cas this will remind people of him an he will always be in are heart's.
 
 
 

 
Wats the point
 
Wats the point of liven when you know your best friend hates you an You know
every girl that you go out with is going to cheat on you an talking shi*t behinde your back caz thay rilly don't love you. some of you say your lives are mest. Look at my life. I've
hade 5 brothers killed in the hood most of them by driveby's an die in my arms. I've got nerly Blown up, shot, shot at, Hit by a 4-wheeler. hit by a f*cking car.
Why live when you can die but then agin wy die when you can live.
death is worthless without life but life is worthless death.
Wich one will you choues when death comes to take you.
Death or Life.
I have gone through hell and back.
so f*ck off
 

You say you love me
 
You say you love me but then you lie and tell me your not cheat on me.
I see you kiss other guys.
you say you don't.
Then you say your famly doesn't like me so we can break-up.
Then you say you didin't mean to make me sad but you did.
you say your sorry and you will never do it agin.
Then you say I love you and expect everything to be alright.
I say I love you to baby and try to beleve that you love me but I know you
will just cheat on me agin.


Published On: 1/11/2008
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