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     Hey yall it just me again...ya try not to act so excited...i really dont even know why ppl do blogs its not like anyone reads them...I HATE HILLSDALE!!! i cant wait to get out of here...this stupid hillbilly town makes me wanna yack all over everything...it wouold be a welcome change...AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I feel like im about to fall victim to spontanious combustion ...im so pissed at all the little bitches here...(minus some of them like Shar and Milly and some others!!!) I feel like a time bomb...i just wanna explode at someone  but why am i telling this all to a bunch of strangers who dont care and have their own problems...yall dont give a shi*t what i think...DAMN!!!
       If you think this blog is stupid feel free to tell me cuz i prolly dont care...if you dont like it then DONT READ IT!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Published On: 5/20/2009
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hello here at school and doing nothing but just hilling in th libary well im just txtn...(LOL) its weirdo because i dont get into trouble well humm well yup imlistning to 5 finger death punch.... yuppie!i an so so happy i donr know why but i am heheh!!
wow!! hummm.....
(LOL) its a habbit sorry!
well yeah im here and it sucks! yay!! omorrow i got 1/2 day!! well imnot comming to school tomorrow im going to springervilleto c ma dad! o yea well i was talking to my other dad that left us for somebody elts??
and i asked himif he could hepl us as in (me and my sister)
yea he want us to make a list of what we need lame i know!! 
that trick dont trust mne with the money!
what a loser!! o my f*cken god well humm all the freshmens are comming in to check out books just cute!!(LOL) ima JR!
yay!! well humm im boared outta my mind here at school well humm life scks!! 
i dont know what to do  
"I JUST WANNA FALL INTO PEICES!!"
yea... i was telling my lover La'vadis that YOUR IMAGINATION IS THE MOST CREATIVE SOURCE... IF YOUR BECCOMING SOMETHING.... BECAUSE LIFE IS WHAT U MAKE IT... YOU CAN LIVE BY IT...
yea that goess for you all!!!
so make life the best.... dont hold back let go..
the past is over so make it a new the new year just started and FUQ ALL THOES WHO THINK THEIR THE SHYTE!! N JUST GRREDY LIL SNITCHES!!!
IM RICH BITCH!!
(LOL) x2
 well as my blog i dont know what to tell you all you jerk offs go die!!
well humm yeah im hurtn still i thought i was n love then i ust got played for a fool...
but mistakes happen!!
but.....
I CHOOSE DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR
ya digg.... read a n never let loose!
im a rare diamoind... dont risk looseing something like me...i could b the 1 or u cud jut never imagine life with out AmBeR so mke use of me and never forget!
"die once....live again once more agin........ALIVE" 


Published On: 1/22/2009
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     Hey everybody...some of you might know me as Jordansbabygurl...I AM NOT JORDANS BABY GURL...he is just a stupid a@@hole who should never have been born because he just wastes air and takes up much needed space...and this gurl sincearly hopes he falls off a rollarcoaster and breaks ever bone in his body...gets hit by a semi..something equally painful...and i am happy to report that he is now happily dating a he-she...if this makes you happpy as it makes me feel free to just let me know...otherwise you opinions really dont matter much...but i like talking to ppl anyway so...BYE

Published On: 1/21/2009
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Something interesting happened at work today.  As I was conversing with a fellow associate about what they should do in their current situation (in relevance to relationships and some small financial matters) they stopped me...


  That person asked me why are you so good at helping others and you know everything to say at the right moment but everytime I see you it seems that you're troubled or disturbed mentally or in deep thought or either just downright depressed and if anything just apathetic most of the time if you don't have those headphones in your head?  It seems like nothing just will ever go your way no matter how faithful you are to someone or how honest you are and how respectful you are...how do you maintain that type of composure even though everything just falls down everyday on you?

  At first I didn't really know what to say.  As the person elaborated on and on I decided to elaborate just a tad bit on basically how to cope but not to much because that wouldn't be me.  I elaborated just enough to show a scratch of the surface of my situation.

  This person stopped me again when I was just about through with explaining and told me something else.  This person told me that no matter how self-sufficient I am and how much I sit and ponder alone then solve my issues myself there is going to be that day when I just breakdown and everything comes out...and who's there to hear you out is completely depending on the actions I make now.  I hear that a lot so I wasn't phased but as I reflect upon my past a bit I think to myself....


  I have to end this now.  I am still a bit perplexed due to some other abstract thoughts and new matters thrown at me to dwell in thought over my hours of "Sleep" so I guess I'll finish this another time.  Peace kids.

Published On: 10/27/2008
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It was unknown untill it gradually presented it's self as a pre-conceived notion of happiness and a source of solace that one can throw themselves into oh so willingly knowing the full consequences of forcing a fallacy to become some abstract perspective of what one can only hope to be a reality.  Selfish acts such as what one has done can only be lived with on the lesson that one learns which is even though everything even remotely relevant to a significant other can not be forced or falsely believed to go how one may want it no matter if it always didn't go as planned in the past one has to let it be.  By despertately clinging on to the positive words said by another one can be put into a state of false reassurance that gets obliterated repetitiously by the biased thoughts that are always contemplated by one daily.  It's not an obsession it's the ultimate wish of ones life that was percieved to be actually in ones grasp.  It's the unfathomable feeling that one would want to be able to share.  The ever fluctuating emotions that are always felt is something that can throw one into multiple yet diverse states of depression excitement anxiety hopefulness that are harmful to ones resolve at times.  Never has it been within ones comprehension how someone elses words could be irrelevant but someone that is special to someone can send one into a downwards spiral of psychological bewilderment by just informing one of something that has even the smallest hint of the complete opposite of what one would want.  One's resolve struggles to stand strong but one is only human and can only withstand the tempting malicious charm of giving in and.....just putting one's heart where it belongs....which means alone to one's self.  One strives to analyze situations from diverse perspectives in order to do nothing but understand it all.  One....one would want everything to just be okay just for once.  Impossible it will always be for one to have ad ay of contemplation that doesn't include the single thought of....of you.  One read "surrender was never an option when it came to you" and one procured a perspective that from this day on there will never be just one anymore no matter what the future brings one will keep you in ones heart and when one looks back and notices one meant everything one said...one disappears.....now it's just me....just me standing here standing true to everything I have ever said...Just me remembering how it feels to actually believe for an instant that you meant what you said to me.  Just me sitting here everynight that I don't talk to you making excuses to myself as to why I shouldn't cry and just give up.  Just me at this very moment writing this full of tears as silent gags of regret escape my throat in front of these people I've come to call my friends.  Just me realizing as I am writing this...nothing will ever change.  Just me having even stronger feelings for you despite the conversations I've painfully yet silently endured about mutual association and "just friends".  Just me wanting you to know that I love you and I will always try to be there for you one way or the other friends, more than friends, even if we begin to drift apart and become nothing I respect everything you said and will understand your decisions in the future...I just want to say I'm sorry and I've never felt the need to be so apologetic in my life but it's just me now helping you
worrying you
annoying you
understanding you
respecting you
loving you
wanting you
missing you...
infinitely waiting for you....


Just me fully putting 110% in this all for you...
Just me...dedicating everything I have left to you....

Published On: 10/27/2008
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HELLO...
long time know type....
well let me try to up date everyone...
my life is sorta getting better i got out of rehab on,,,,
july 11th 2008
and i went camping for the first time in my life...
yeah i know my interest says camping...
but i have only stayed in a cabin...
the kind where you pitch a tent and roast marshmellows is amazing.
it was great until a fight broke out with these people a little ways away..
hello... i have said this a million times... [if you know me]
FIGHTING IS RETARDED!!!!
It just shows how stupid you really are
i don't know i guess that's my own oppioion thou..
i won't even let my boyfriend fight...
ok.... anyways i think i covered that fighting sucks....
i fell head over heels for my boyfriend...
he is one of a kind...
i know that there is better looking guys out there
but i love this guy....
he treats me like i am a human...
not like i am sappose to clean up after them...
he makes me happy all the time...
he makes my heart skip a beat and my insides melt.
i feel amazing like he is my natural high
i am not sure if anyone knows what i am talking about but
if you do... more power too you...
love is a thing deffinatly worth going after.
i encourage anyone to fall in love...
sorry so cheezy but my label has changed i guess.
to a hippy which is cool because i
LOVE hippies they are my heros...
and no it's not the drugs... i don't use anymore
its because they are so fricken free...
i love freedom..
don't you?



Published On: 9/10/2008
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love hurts, love stinks, love is full of hate, and lies, just like you and everybody.. never go out with any military person... they go for a while then they come back in one piece.. he went and came back, dead.... "NEVER COMING HOME"... THAT IS WHAT YOU WROTE TO ME IN A FREAKEN LETTER.. and that is what happened to me... TRUE STORY

Published On: 6/5/2008
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My Blog: Yes
By: Sk8kid_90


today i have a great day nice weather and even better i made my first kickflip without falling of the board =) and start grinding today
 
to the sad thing my board is almoast broken in half


Published On: 5/11/2008
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Ocean blue eyes,
smile worth a mill.
body of a god,
always dressed to kill.
 
Holds me in his arms,
never let me go.
Breath apon my neck,
skin as white as snow.
 
Tell me that you love me,
tell me that you care.
Never ever hurt me,
tell me that your always there.
 
I never want to lose you.
even when we die.
When we are together,
I fall into the sky.
 
                                                           -Signal 8  5-10-08


Published On: 5/10/2008
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The Superman Mythos

by Thyroros

The term superman first entered into modern usage through the writings of Friedrich Nietzsche. This late nineteenth-century German philosopher was vehemently anti-Christian and never tired of condemning the faith as weak, absurd, even detrimental to human development. While Hitler admired him, and the Nazis are said to have made use of some of his ideas, Nietzsche did not actually share their racist and anti-Semitic views. (1) Thus it is not entirely incongruous that two young Jewish men from Cleveland, Ohio would have adopted the term for their own use. While many assume Superman is merely a work of science fiction, I do not believe this to be the case. I too grew up amid all the movies (the first film starring Christopher Reeve came out the year after I was born), cartoons, and TV shows, believing the Man of Steel to be nothing more than a slightly stale and out-dated comic book hero. However, after watching various episodes of Smallville, a very different interpretation of the American icon began to impress itself upon me.

As nonsensical or offensive as some people might think this to be, the tale of Superman represents an allegory of another well-known supernatural, extra-terrestrial being: Satan.

Before delving into some of the more specific correlations, and often glaring similarities, between these two legendary immortals, there is an important point which needs to be made regarding the nature of angels. Angels are extra-dimensional and other-worldly travellers who make infrequent appearances throughout the Bible and other related texts. They usually do not have wings, and they almost always appear just like men. The Seraphim and Cherubim are the only two celestial orders consistently described in the Bible which bear wings. While most angeaologies consider both orders to be angels, the highest orders in fact, neither the Old nor New Testaments refer to them as such. But this is really just a semantic argument that needn't be fully addressed here. Anyway, the English word angel is derived from the Greek angelos which simply means messenger, as does the Hebrew mal'ach, which is used in the Torah, the prophets, and other Hebrew writings. (2) These terms can be used to indicate human or divine beings. Many times the humans with whom angels communicate are not even aware of it until the supernatural visitors perform some act obviously beyond the capability of mere mortals. After closely examining all the Biblical references, I was forced to conclude that there is no overwhelming distinction between angels and what modern mythology refers to as aliens. Both are extra-terrestrial, and both seem to exhibit powers and/or technology beyond what might traditionally be considered human. Now, Satan, if standard Christian doctrine is correct, is a fallen angel, while Kal-El, or Superman, is a stranded, immigrant alien.

Objections may arise as angels are said to dwell in heaven while aliens inhabit the supposedly innumerable worlds located in the vast reaches of space. But again, the only difference between the concepts of heaven and space lie in the minds of people who refuse to acknowledge the simple facts. Both exist above and outside the earth, and both are impossible to visit for the majority of living human beings on this planet. Even now, after thirty-some years of manned space-flight, it still requires the pinnacle of human technology, and the availability of monumental resources, to even consider such undertakings. We haven't been to the moon in over thirty years according to official sources. Moreover, space remains extremely dangerous. It is a notoriously hostile environment; the slightest mistake or malfunction can bring about instantaneous death for even the most well-trained astronaut. So, heavenly realms and intergalactic space, not that different, right? Okay then, hopefully that matter is settled, and we can move on to Krypton.

As most of us know, Kal-El's homeworld, Krypton, was completely obliterated due to a nuclear reaction at its core, which resulted in the infant Kryptonian's emergency flight to earth. Now, some theorize that the asteroid belt in our solar system was created when a large, terrestrial planet located between Mars and Jupiter (often referred to as Astera/Astara) exploded some time in the past. (3) It's possible that this same cataclysm was also responsible for the destruction of the Red Planet's atmosphere and its civilization. Satan may also be connected with Mars and Astera, depending on one's interpretation of certain Old Testament books such as Ezekiel. Ezekiel states in chapter 28, verse 14 that the former anointed cherub, Satan, "walked up and down in the midst of the stones of fire". It's not a very far stretch of the imagination to connect "the stones of fire" with planets. Please examine the following verses for more details:

Ezekiel 28:15-17 15 Thou wast perfect in thy ways from the day that thou wast created, till iniquity was found in thee. 16 By the multitude of thy merchandise they have filled the midst of thee with violence, and thou hast sinned: therefore I will cast thee as profane out of the mountain of God: and I will destroy thee, O covering cherub, from the midst of the stones of fire. 17 Thine heart was lifted up because of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason of thy brightness: I will cast thee to the ground (Hebrew 'eretz is also often translated as land or earth), I will lay thee before kings, that they may behold thee.

So Satan may have ruled a physical civilization spanning Mars, Astara, and perhaps several moons as well. But he rebelled against his God and King, and was cast to the earth along with a third of the Heavenly Host (See Revelation 12:4).

The aforementioned information thus allows us to have a much clearer understanding of the scenario presented in Smallville 1961. While I don't disagree with Chloe about the possibility of genetic memory being stored in the DNA, I don't accept that this was necessarily true in Clark’s case. I believe it to be more likely that Jor-El and Kal-El are one person, not father and son. Here's how it works:

I. Jor-El is Satan. II. The father who exiled Jor-El/Satan to earth is actually the Father, as in Yahweh, the God of the Bible. III. Jor-El/Satan returns to space to continue the "War in Heaven" (See Revelation 12:7).. IV. In order to eventually assume the role of Anti-Christ, Satan devises a seemingly foolproof plan. Just as Yahweh/God limited himself in power when He assumed the form of Jesus/the Christ, Satan formulates a a similar device. He clones himself and denies this clone access to certain segments of his memory and powers. This way he will more easily deceive humans into believing that he is a righteous savior rather than evil incarnate. But he makes messages and recordings beforehand which will remind him of certain things at planned intervals. This will enable him to develop in the most ideal way in order to fit the role of the Christ more perfectly. V. Satan and his angels are defeated in the heavenly realms, Mars and Astera/Krypton is destroyed as a result. Satan transfers his consciousness/spirit from Jor-El to the infant clone, Kal-El and rockets off toward earth.

As additional support for this concept, let us explore the meanings of the principal character's names belonging to the Superman mythos:

Clark - Old English - Clergyman or learned man (4)

Kent - Welsh - Bright white, white or bright (5). Another interesting possible derivation of this name is from the Biblical Kenites (first mentioned in Genesis 15:19 as enemies of Israel), who may have been descended from Cain (for in Hebrew Cain is more accurately transliterated as Qayin, and Kenites as Qayini. Adding an "i" to the end of a name in Hebrew indicates the people or descendants of that personage. Israel/Israeli, Qayin/Qayini. See the pattern?) (6)

Kal-El - Can be translated as destruction or completion of God in Hebrew (or possibly 'all that is God/totality of God'). (7) El is the Hebrew word for God.*

Jor-El - J is actually pronounced Y (the letter Yod) in Hebrew. Possible translations are: Yare'-el - fear of God, Yarah-El - God teaches, taught of God, Yeru-El - God is a foundation, Yeri-El - founded of God; God will see. (8)

Krypton/Kryptonite - From the Greek words krypto - To hide; kryptos - hidden unseen, secret; krypte - hidden place (9)

Lex - Latin for law (Just in case 'Lex' is actually short for Alexander, Alexander is Greek for leader of men, alex (leader) + ander (men).10

Luthor (Luther) - Teutonic- famous warrior/ famous in war

Old German - Warring ones

German - warrior/famous people?. Martin Luther was a Catholic monk and theologian turned Protestant reformer (1483-1546). (11)

*If one is inclined to doubt that Kal-El and Jor-El may actually be Hebrew names, allow me to you remind you that both Jerry Siegel and Joe Shuster, the original creators of Superman, were Jewish. Maybe I'm wrong, but I think it's highly unlikely they would give their characters Hebrew-sounding names by pure chance. (12)

There are just a few more items of interest which may possibly be connections between Kal-El and the Red Dragon/Satan. Since Superman derives his powers from the sun, that would make him a kind of 'sun god'. Satan has sometimes been compared with the sun gods of ancient mythology such as the Egyptian Ra, the Greek/Roman Apollo and the Persian Mithra. The 'infinity serpent' burned onto Clark's chest in the second season finale of Smallville is another fascinating correlation, as Satan is often recognized as being or controlling the serpent in the Garden of Eden (Genesis chapter 3), and one of his titles in Revelation (12:9) is that "that old serpent". Finally, it would be quite simple to draw a pentagram inside the five-pointed shield emblazoned on Superman's costume. Pentagrams are used in ceremonial magic and Satanism the world over. Not that such a detail is conclusive, but I just thought I'd include it for the sake of being thorough.

So what does all of this mean? The reader, of course, is free to draw his or her own conclusions But here's what I believe; Superman comics, movies, and TV shows (and everything else in between) are Satanic Propaganda. Superman is the Anti-Christ/Satan and Lex Luthor, representing Christianity, is desperately trying to defend the earth against him. As the story is told from Satan's perspective, Lex is falsely demonized and portrayed as an insane criminal. In the words of Friedrich Nietzsche from Thus Spake Zarathustra, "God is dead. I teach you the superman." This is the lie that the father of lies is eager for us all to swallow down between mouthfuls of French fries and jelly-filled breakfast pastries.

- Thyroros, December 2, 2003, Redlands, CA.

Endnotes:

1. See Friedrich Nietzsche's Biography.com
2. Information gathered by using the King James Bible (1611 Authorized Version) and The Strongest Strong's Exhaustive Concordance of the Bible. James Strong, L.L.D., S.T.D. Fully Revised and Corrected by John R. Kohlenberger III and James A. Swanson. Grand Rapids Michigan. Zondervan. 2001
3. Click here for the standard line on the Asteroid Belt formation. Go here for more information on the possible link between Mars, Astara, and Satan, maybe even Venus?
4. Name definition for Clark (Any standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.)
5. Name meanings & Name origins (Any standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.)
6. See footnote 2. Most Biblical scholars don't make the connection between Cain and the Kenites. This is probably due to the long-held view that the Flood of Noah/The Great Deluge (as related in Genesis chapters 6-8) was worldwide and no one survived except Noah and his family. However, a gr owing number dispute that the Flood was regional rather than global (which is possible based on certain interpretations of the passages in Genesis), and therefore, Cain's progeny could have survived.
7. From the Strong's Concordance Hebrew Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 3605-3607, 3615-3617
8. From the Strong's Concordance Hebrew Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 3372, 3384, 3385, 3400. Incidentally, yerah is the Hebrew word for moon, ref. 3391.
9. From the Strong's Concordance Greek Dictionary (contained within the same volume), Reference numbers 2926-2928 10. (Any competent Latin-English and Greek-English dictionaries can be used to find these definitions. Also standard name/baby-name book should provide this information.) Here's a couple of websites just in case you want them. For Alexander. For Lex & another for Lex. Just for fun, here's website containing excerpts of Plutarch's Alexander the Great (who was not a good guy) bio.
11. "Luthor/Luther" name meaning.
12. "Jews are the true comic book heroes", article from the Chicago Sun Times and here's a History of Superman article from Superman.com.ar in case your interested.

End the words of Thyroros.

This article can be found at: http://www.supermanhomepage.com/comics/comics.php?topic=articles/superman-satan



Published On: 4/29/2008
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" i love you" she whispers softly.
she touches his face, then looks away
he is so peaceful, so innocent.
why was his life taken away?
why was he never given the chance to dream?
why was he never allowed to receive a diploma?
he was never allowed to finish his teenage life.
friends look on, tears rolling down their faces
his smile had touched each one,
his love, his life, would never be forgotten.
he meant so much to so many
yet, he never really knew how much
so many statements went unsaid
so many feelings left unrevealed.
she looks again as they close the casket
the words she whispers now,
fall upon unhearing ears.
she never told him the true feelings
she'd kept forever in her heart
"i love you" she whispers again
"i wish i'd told you sooner."
the casket closes and her heart skips a beat.
her heart hurts and the tears fall.
a love left untold--buried forever.
 
(this poem is dedicated to my friend who lost her boyfriend jason...rest in peace jason and never forget that emily loves you so much even though you are gone).


Published On: 4/11/2008
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       In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote
to whom we please but one kiss.

      
      
Article 1 : Statement of Love: The Kiss
      
1. Kiss on the hand.... I adore you
       2. Kiss on the cheek... I just want to be friends
       3. Kiss on the neck... I want you
       4. Kiss on the lips... I love you
       5. Kiss on the ears... I am just playing (i hate that)
       6. Kiss anywhere else ... lets not get carried away
       7. Look in your eyes ... kiss me
       8. Playing with your hair... I can't live without you
       9. Hand on your waist... I love you to much to let you go

      
      
Article 2: The Three Steps
      
1. Girls: If any guys gets fresh with you, slap him
       2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good
 ! ;! ; ! !      3. Guy and Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare

      
      
Article 3: The Commandments
      
1. Thou shall not squeeze to hard.
       2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, just give one or take one.
       3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity.
 
      
    Article 4: How to French Kiss
            Here's How:
  1. Set the scene. Make sure that the mood and time are right.
  2. Relax! Take a deep breath and let go of any tension in your neck and shoulders.
  3. Put your arms around the person you want to kiss.
  4. Start off with a normal kiss, not too firm, not too aggressive. Closing your eyes is optional.
  5. In mid kiss, gently open your mouth and softly nudge the other persons mouth open using your tongue.
  6. Again, not too aggressively, move your tongue inside the other persons mouth and playfully touch their tounge.
  7. Read the other persons body language, if they seem tense or start to pull away, stop what you are doing.
  8. If they open their mouth more or otherwise indicate they like the kiss, keep on doing what you have been only with a little more passion.
  9. As the kissing gets going saliva build up can be a problem, don't forget to swallow.
  10. Make sure you keep your tongues relaxed but your lips tight (saliva again), you don't want the kiss to turn messy.

Tips:
  1. Don't forget to breathe.
  2. Since French Kissing is "wetter" than other kinds of kissing it is a good idea to start with dry lips, don't lick them first.
  3. If one of you have braces you can still French Kiss, you just have to be more careful and not as forceful when things get passionate.
  4. If both of you wear braces you can still French Kiss, you just have to be very gentle and avoid touching teeth.
  5. French Kissing takes practice, but at least it is fun to practice this one!


 
       **Remember**
      
A peach is a peach
       A plum is a plum,
       A kiss isn't a kiss without some tongue
       so open up your mouth,
       close your eyes,
       and give your tongue some exercise!!!


      
      
      
WELL here's a few reasons why guys like girls...
   
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
       2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
       3. How cute they look when they sleep
       4. the ease in which they fit into our arms
       5. the way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
       6. How cute they are when they eat
       7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end makes it all worth while
       8. because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
       9. the way they look good no matter what they wear
       10. the way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
       11. How cute they are when they argue
       12. the way her hand always finds yours
       13. the way they smile
       14. the way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
       15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later you will be arguing about something
       16. the way they kiss when you do something nice for them
       17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you'
       18. Actually ... ! ! ju! ! st the way they kiss you...
       19. the way they fall into your arms when they cry
       20. then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
       21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
       22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt . (even though we don't admit it)!
       23. the way they say "I miss you"
       24. the way you miss them
       25. the way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.....Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.   Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound,you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart.  We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of theheart.


Published On: 4/1/2008
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Published On: 4/1/2008
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My Blog: yeah
By: death_god15


there is a god
his name is death
he walk among us
choseing his next
he writes their name with his blood
he laughs
knowing that their gonna die
he see's our names with his eyes
he dosent have a syth
just a book
 
 
he cry's knowing he has done wrong
its his burdon
he's the only one
the pain in his chest
where his heart should belong
he has wing's but likes to walk
we cant see him
he's just there
 
 
he is a god that cannot die
he writes his own name
hopeing that he should die
his life is a burdon
one that he cannot stand
he falls to his knees
and he wonders why
the gods hate him
as he begins to die.


Published On: 3/29/2008
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hey again...
you guys know how i have that saying...*CrAcKs  in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart no matter how STRONG you are.*... well that is extremly true.

me and ernie broke up... i feel lost.... it's weird
i know i pushed him away cuz i was ALWAYS getting him into trouble...
or i would get into trouble with the law and some how he got draged into it.
it's not fair.
i wish i could rewind time.... and try to fix things
part of me wants to make him jeleous. but i'm not going to sink to that level.
i hate crazy  physcho ex-girlfriends that f*ck up the guys car....
or try to get him jumped. it's just retarded...
more reason for him to leave your ass.
i am down in sioux falls at the time of writing this...
i am going to treatment/rehab tommorrow.
shi*t i cant wait for this to be over.
my sister had a baby... and that's who we are staying with...
anyways i'm taking care of the baby...
honestly...
i enjoy it.
 
well until i'm on again... which won't be til like june!
i miss you all! be good... don't end up like me! hehehe
love always
max


Published On: 3/24/2008
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these are some of my favorite song lyrics.    
 
 
 

Through The Fire And The Flames

On a cold winter morning, in the time before the light
In flames of death's eternal reign we ride towards the fight
When the darkness has fallen down, and the times are tough all right
The sound of evil laughter falls around the world tonight

Fighting hard, fighting on for the steel, through the wastelands evermore
The scattered souls will feel the hell bodies wasted on the shores
On the blackest plains in hell's domain, we watch them as we go
In fire and pain, and once again we know

So now we fly ever free
We're free before the thunderstorm
On towards the wilderness our quest carries on
Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

[Chorus:]
So far away we wait for the day
For the light source so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning
And the lightning cracks the sky
They'll raise their hands to the heavens above
With resentment in their eyes
Running back from the mid-morning light
There's a burning in my heart
We're banished from a time in a fallen land
To a life beyond the stars

In your darkest dreams see to believe
Our destiny is time
And endlessly we'll all be free tonight

And on the wings of a dream, so far beyond reality
All alone in desperation, now the time has gone
Lost inside you'll never find, lost within my own mind
Day after day this misery must go on

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands
We fought so hard now can we understand
I'll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
For freedom of every man

if you do not like this song then dont post anythign means but if you like this song and like the lyrics you rock in my book



Published On: 3/22/2008
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[= ..Bands.. =]

Blink 182 (Pretty much my all time favorite band)
+44
Angels & Airwaves
The Used
Breaking Benjamin
Fuel
Paramore
Cobra Starship
As I Lay Dying
30 Seconds To Mars
A.F.I
The Academy Is...
The Rocket Summer
AC/DC
The All American Rejects
Ben Folds Five
Bad Astronaut
Avril Lavigne
Armor For Sleep
Idiot Pilot
Box Car RAcer
Cake
Boys Like Girls
Chiodos
Buckcherry
The Beatles
Papa Roach
Sum 41
Chronic Future
Hawthorne Heights
Coldplay
Death Cab For Cutie
Side Effect
Something Corporate 
New Found Glory
Coldplay
The Strokes
Eminem
Flyleaf
Linkin Park
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Juanes
Finch
The Fray
The Goo Goo Dolls
Lostprophets
Ludacris
Good Charlotte
H.I.M.
Hellogoodbye
John Mayer
Houston Calls
Iron and Wine
Kerli
Motion City Soundtrack
Lifehouse
Lilly Allen
50 Cent
Jimmy Eat World
Norah Jones
Vanessa Carlton
Mae
NoFX
Simple Plan
McFly
Michael Buble
Panic! At The Disco
Relient K
Switchfoot
My Chemical Romance
Plain White T's
Sublime
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Remedy Drive
Semisonic
Taking Back Sunday
Senses Fail
Three Days Grace
The Verve
Yellowcard
3 Doors Down









Published On: 3/11/2008
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AC DC                                       Rammstein
Aiden                                       Creed
As I Lay Dying                         Metallica
Atreyu                                     Fear Factory
Avenged Sevenfold                 Devildriver
Disturbed                                Darkest Hour
Evanescence                          Cradle of filth         
Flyleaf                                    Foo Fighters
Green Day                               Led Zeppelin
H.I.M                                       A purfect murder
Hawthorne Heights                Beneath the sky
ICP                                          Between the buried and me
Lamb of god                           Bury your dead
Linkin Park                             Chimaira
MCR                                           Freya
Panic! at the disco                   Glass jaw
Paramore                               Killswitsh engage
Red jumpsuit apparatus          Machine Head
Silver Stein                             Megadeth
Slipknot                                    Poison the well
The Used                                  Shawdows fall
The Exies                                Air supply
FOB                                         Audio slave
Korn                                         Bowling for soup
Mudvayne                                Boys like Girls
Ozzy Osbourne                        American Head Charge
Papa Roach
Powerman 5000               I will add the rest l8er!!!!!!
Rob Zombie
Saliva
SevenDust
Guns n Roses
Finger Eleven
Gorillaz
Hinder
Plain white t's
Rise Against
Shinedown
Three Days Grace
 Dashboard Confessional
Mayday Parade
Bullet For My Valentine
 

 


Published On: 3/11/2008
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a girl finds herself wandering down the wrong road and feels the floor collapsing from under her.
what would you do?
run?
hide?
pray to god that the razor in your hand will do the job.
do you know what she does?
she leaps
knowing someone will save her.
who?
she doesnt know.
but she knows not to wait for the fall.
because in the end
it is not the fall tha kills you
your dead the minute you give up and allow yourself to fall.
 


Published On: 3/7/2008
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D.O.P.E. is coming!!!!
DEATH OR PRISON EVENTUALLY!!!!!
A true story about the greats of Skating
Bruce Logan World Champion 1975 76
Dogtowns Jay Adams maybe the skater who revolusionised skateboarding
Dennis Martinez world Chmapion
Christian Hosoi the skate star of the 80s
D.O.P.E. tracks the Rise and Fall and Redemption of Four major skateboard legends.
Stunning archival footage and current HD interviews take you on a rollercoaster ride through heaven and hell, where the highs of championship trophies are followed by the lows of addiction,homelessness,prison and death. Original music by Grammy winners ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT, P.O.D> and SWITCHFOOT along with some exciting new musical groups is perfectly married with the gritty narration of famed actor DANNY TREJO. The Rise is steep the fall is brutal and the Redemption nothing less than miraculous.
 
Nobody"s going to get up for popcorn during this film; I coudn't turn away for a second.
WATCH IT
-Actor Danny Trejo
 
D.O.P.E is DogTown with a message. I've skated all my life, and write this with a broken wrist from skating. This film is all about brokenness, but so much more, this film is about redemption!!!
 
-Jim Moriarty, CEO Surfrider Foundation
 
Everyone pretty much knows that drugs wreck LIVES, but somehow the message doesn't seem to hit home enough to stop people from doin' 'em D.O.P.E. delivers the point with both barrels. With unflinching cander and unfeigned grit, the amazing story of one of skateboarding's founding legends; Dennis Martinez speaks with authority that transcends wards of power that will change lives.
 
-Skateboarding Legend Rodney Mullen
 
This movie shows how any person at the top of their game can be taken over by the uncontrolled power of drugs and be changed forever. You can only ride the edge so far before you FALL.
 
-Professional Skateboarder, 6 times X Games Champion Bucky Lasek
 
A Fascinating glimpse into the rise , fall and redemption of some of the world's greatest
- Michael Brooke, Publisher, Concrete Wave
 
In sharing this with you all I feel is blessed to be a part of this.
Like last year
Myself and Dennis Martinez are going to be going into the schools in the Cayman Islands to share this message and then on the 31st May 2008 we will be showing the movie in one of the local Cinemas.
Being in Law Enforcemnet I have had first hand experience seeing people make the wrong decision to get involved in drugs. I have seen families torn appart, people die because of drugs, do time, and suffer illnesses which have lead also to eventuall death.
 
Dennis Martinez is someone who has lived it at the top earning over $40,000.00US per month in the 1970's, he had alll sponsorships, shoes, boards, cars all the trimmings being the top dog in skating, he then threw it all away for drugs. Imagine  he pawned for $500.00US  of DOPE his pride and joy his WORLD CUP which he set his eyes on from the age of 12 years old. He lived on the streets saw his freinds die, robbed for a living to also feed his drug habit. He did time in prison; then something changed he now has a life he is a tireless worker for the better. He now pasters to CAT 4 prisoners he shares his experience so others do not make the same mistakes he and others made. I advise all to watch this movie as their are lessons to be learned by all
if you use drugs think about what help is out there seek it and get off it and if you know people do the right thing as a freind help them. THE LIFE YOU SAVE MIGHT BE YOUR OWN.
If you come to the Cayman Islands to skate BLACK PEARL you can say hi cause I will be there. a skater and PROUD FARTHER of
Brian 16
Sean 7
Juliana 2 she also skates
They skate and can be seen at Black Pearl
 
 
Steve Myers
Royal Cayman Islands Police Service
 


Published On: 3/6/2008
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