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My Blog: Life Of A Black Sk8er
By: Sk8er_Boi_P


hey everyone how r u all doing,i'm doing alright,i would like 2 say that i contribute most of da success in my life 2 skateboarding n all da success in my life 2 god oh also my mother 4 support,skateboading has made me not like anyone u know,it keep me from bn with da wrong crowd n 2 meet a lot of friends, i started jumping off stuff when I was about 15,i started skating this places called legal walls a ghetto skate park, it was a element 2 my type of skating, street, if u look at this park it’s not like x-games, something you can fall n get back up,it didn't have all da crazy ramps n what ever, you have no helmets no pads your falling on concert, but as i went there every day it change my mentality i was embracesed by those who were skating there b4 me, i was 1 of da next generation of up coming skaters, but legal walls is where it’s at lol, u know,1day last year at a krudco skate demo at x-dream skate park i was ask 2 skate in da demo by da owner of da team and company,after da demo da krudco team n i signed autographs n this one kid told me that he liked my skating n wanted 2 skate like me ,that made me feel good 2 know that theres someone out there who wants 2 b like me, who looks up 2 me,that made me want 2 skate more n not think about what people think about me bn black on a skateboard but all i know is someone looks up 2 me, alots of skaters say they like my skating n thats what pushes me 2 skate more,
Everything I do ant nothing over night this is everything i been through my whole life bn black bn called white, bn unwanted bn a skateboarder, 2 bn laughed at by da community even feeling embarrass to even hold my skateboard, from skateboarding da life is pretty much a fork in da road, you can go this way ,or you can go that way, 4 me, i went straight, I created my own path, if i see a road nobody else c's i’m taking it


Published On: 2/22/2007
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My Blog: NEW DECKS!!!
By: Lost_Soul_Skateboards


  
 Lost Soul Skateboards has just put out two new decks!  The "Common Enemy" deck and the "Unwanted" deck.  Pick them up at your local shop or visit www.lostsoulskateboards.com to grab one.  Dealers!  Get in touch!  Thanks!-Dan
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


Published On: 2/9/2007
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My Blog: I wont let go till i sleep
By: DC_playgurl


                              Brother               
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shi*t to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

[Solo: Corey]

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

www.myspace.com/unwantedhope or www.myspace.com/oreocpie add me all



Published On: 1/27/2007
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My Blog: kellyADDICT
By: Xxrad_emoxX


 

THE BLOOD BROTHERS
be your own PET
cursive
heavy heavy low low
the jonbenet
THE NUMBER 12 LOOKS LIKE YOU
wecamewithbrokenteeth
the devil wears prada
fear before the march of flames
blessthefall
between the buried and me
anterrabae
the prize fighter inferno
see you next tuesday
the tony danza tapdance extravaganza
portugal. the man.
dance club massacre
the mars volta
drop dead, gorgeous
the fall of troy
chiodos
head wound city
preschool tea party massacre
mason
protest the hero
said the gun to the girl
runfasterscared
mindless self indulgence
neon blonde
bloc party
...shot me a mallard
HORSE the band
give up the ghost
set your goals
the agony scene
some girls
horrorpops
the special goodness
showbread
idiot pilot
play radio play!
the matches
job for a cowboy
upper class trash
anatomy of a ghost
mandy k
unwanted superheroes
dinkus 9
mischief brew
the aquabats
norma jean
lemuria
the messengers
a life once lost
he is legend
plot to blow up the eiffel tower
leora
kane hodder
big japan
the dying effect
the scene aesthetic
mechatama
suicide city
cartel
rocky votolato
the panic division
paramore
I AM GHOST
chasing victory
panic! at the disco
hellogoodbye
CIRCA SURVIVE
spitalfield
action action
aiden
facing new york
armor for sleep
pretty girls make graves
mychildren mybride
coretta scott
brandtson
hollywood endings
hidden in plain view
saosin
speakerfire
what truth is
queen city knights
june
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE
the junior varsity
the audition
straylight run
BEDlight for blueEYES
the silence
not for resale
IT DIES TODAY
gym class heros
as i lay dying
RUFiO
thursday
i can make a mess like nobodys business
he is legend
silverstein
anti-flag
taking back sunday
THE SOUNDS OF ANIMALS FIGHTING
coheed & cambria
alkaline trio
finch
brand new
MY AMERICAN HEART
billy talent
from autumn to ashes
roundabout
hot hot heat
something corporate
EMANUEL
mest
afi
fall out boy
FROM FIRST TO LAST
the f-ups
letterkills
blink182
funeral for a friend
the honorary title
atreyu
matchbook romance
THE RECEIVEING END OF SIRENS
the early november
story of the year
a static lullaby
fillmore
wide of the mark
unwritten law
guns like girls
roses are red
tears of tomorrow
broken tempo
burn the beautiful
the scurvy knaves
hawed
inferis
the line dance massacre
rivalry
vita eterna
this day and age
cuteiswhatweaimfor
ill at ease
believe in you
standard of living
counterfit
drawback
rex banner
cherry bing
forget last year
HIT THE LIGHTS
scary kids scaring kids
race the sun
mxpx
transition
go betty go
rancid
EMERY
recover
the distillers
homegrown
socratic
minor threat
BRIGHT EYES
green day
the vandals
days away
the used
jimmy eat world
THE BLED
social distortion
the ramones
the starting line
adelphi
alexisonfire
athornforeveryheart
autopilot off
the juliana theory
underOATH
moneen
best interest
blindside
the libertines
the misfits
the casualties
dashboard confessional
dead kennedys
glassjaw
mae
the movielife
saves the day
the unseen
the vines
number one fan
the suicide pact
the escape engine
BOYS NIGHT OUT
versus the mirror
a wilhelm scream
greeley estates
plain white t's
the academy is...
hopesfall
halifax
no use for a name
underminded
the spill canvas
nural
zao
streetlight manifesto
big d and the kids table
pennywise
strike anywhere
bleed the dream
death by stereo
GATSBY'S AMERICAN DREAM
youth group
strung out
name taken
tsunami bomb
the postal service
 

ian. best friend.

jonathan. supa good friend.

matt. misery loves company.
 
 
 dislikes.x
[x] being lead on.
[x] unintelligent people.
[x] dirty whores.
[x] back stabbers.
[x] liars.
[x] people that use shows as a chance to show off their new TRENDYxCORE polka-dot this and superscene that. go for the music?!?! lamenoid.
[x] cheaters.
[x] two-faced bitches that talk shi*t.
[x] fakes.
[x] concieted people.
[x] clowns. (the literal kind, with the face paint.) they give me the wiggins.
[x] metallica.
[x] [some]rap.
[x] country.
[x] people that TyP3 LyK3 Th1s. so don't.
[x] valentine's day.
[x] bullshi*t highschool relationships.
[x] drama.
[x] having no self-esteem.
[x] crying over boys.
YOU CAN'T HATE THESE PICTURES
*LOOK IT'S MEEE*
 

Published On: 12/26/2006
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My Blog: 11/18/06
By: Skater_Boi_OG


hey everyone how r u all doing,i'm doing alright,i would like 2 say that i contribute most of da success in my life 2 skateboarding n all da success in my life 2 god oh also my mother 4 support,skateboading has made me not like anyone u know,it keep me from bn with da wrong crowd n 2 meet a lot of friends, i started jumping off stuff when I was about 15,i started skating this places called legal walls a ghetto skate park, it was a element 2 my type of skating, street, if u look at this park it’s not like x-games, something you can fall n get back up,it didn't have all da crazy ramps n what ever, you have no helmets no pads your falling on concert, but as i went there every day it change my mentality i was embracesed by those who were skating there b4 me, i was 1 of da next generation of up coming skaters, but legal walls is where it’s at lol, u know,1day last year at a krudco skate demo at x-dream skate park i was ask 2 skate in da demo by da owner of da team and company,after da demo da krudco team n i signed autographs n this one kid told me that he liked my skating n wanted 2 skate like me ,that made me feel good 2 know that theres someone out there who wants 2 b like me, who looks up 2 me,that made me want 2 skate more n not think about what people think about me bn black on a skateboard but all i know is someone looks up 2 me, alots of skaters say they like my skating n thats what pushes me 2 skate more,
Everything I do ant nothing over night this is everything i been through my whole life bn black bn called white, bn unwanted bn a skateboarder, 2 bn laughed at by da community even feeling embarrass to even hold my skateboard, from skateboarding da life is pretty much a fork in da road, you can go this way ,or you can go that way, 4 me, i went straight, I created my own path, if i see a road nobody else c's i’m taking it


Published On: 11/18/2006
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My Blog: life
By: FuzzyRainbowPufferFish


life:

What I have noticed is life really does suck. I mean yes, I might be nice and act all cherry on here but you don’t know the real me. Maybe if people took a closer look into a person they will notice that there is more to a person then outer beauty. Over the years I have fallen for fake guys saying they love me, but I still ponder the thought why. I have reached my answer, the only things guys really care about is there ego, how pretty a girl is, how many they can sleep with in a month. It was my mistake to fall for people that I thought were different. They hurt me. Sometime I wonder if there ever is anyone out there for me, or if im just here to explore the world. I mean yes lifes rough but im not gonna kill myself just because something happens. Problems in life are never forgotten (well some little school girl problems are but yeah u know what I mean) but I figure I should just runaway from all of them. I mean I cant turn back time , cuz if I could that would be great, but yet I sit here knowing I should just runaway and start off fresh even if im older. My theory is maybe if I get away from all the problems, drugs, and abuse, friends,guys, maybe ill be happy. Will I be happy? That answer only I can answer I guess. I mean yes my biggest fear is being lonely all my life but isn’t being lonely all ur life better then either having someone say they love u and don’t or have someone that controls u? I mean sometimes I feel as if im unwanted but I now I know I shouldn’t care. I am myself the one and only, I don’t need anyone. Ya like that’s a positive way to think. But the one person I truly love and care about more then anything, I guess ill never be with. I mean the only person that I feel safe around will never be there or the one person that only makes me laugh. He is my Happyness. But does he really want me? I mean sometime I question myself if he really does. He says stuff but does he mean it? I really really love this guy more then anything. I love this guy every single second of the day. I mean this guy is sooo perfect. He is the only guy I can be myself around. And the only guy I want more then life itself. But in the end I wont have him. In a couple of years will he even remember me? I guess I am just a girl that gave up on life, and lovers, but I didn’t give up my dreams( well atleast one of them) the other dream I just can only dream about. But in the end im a total nothing, a wreck, just some girl who is unwanted and unloved.

 

Published On: 6/23/2006
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My Blog: unwanted in this world
By: xob33autifulxo


It never great,
It so depressing, that you make me feel this way
Another slap across the face,
" shut up you little hoe"
Daddy, please i didn't do anything

" Shut up" slaps me again.

I better shut up before i get beat again,
there never enough time to get my words in.
why did he want me, if he was just going to abuse me

Do u actully want me this time?

Stop beating me up,
Let me go, if im not wanted.

Ive already lost some one i love,
why do i have to be puished for your mistakes..

slaps me again,
daddy please, just kill me already
tell me to go.

He walks out the door,
i know he is coming back, i can hear his foot steps out side my door.

I see this knife under my bed.
He opens the door slowely,
I grab the knife quickly.
He opens it all the way
And i say good-bye daddy.

 Choya</3



Published On: 5/17/2006
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My Blog: Curiosity isn't a sin, but it may have unwanted results...O.o
By: Biowolf_vamp


Look deep into my eyes
Tell me what you see
An emptiness devoid of life
A senseless insanity
Don't stare too long
As you may find
Violence will take you
And strike you blind
A murderous rage
Boils deep within
A blackened soul
A heart of sin
I render your flesh
And tear you limb from limb
I'll rip your heart in two
Before I even begin
I'll spill your blood
And crush your head
I'll break your ribs
And make you dead
Slow your death
Sweet agony
An indulgence of lust
Innocent purity
If you look away
I may forgive
Your incessant curiosity
Though in fear you'll live

Published On: 4/25/2006
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My Blog: constantly rejected; a song i wrote
By: xIfxIxDiexTodayx


walking alone
thinking about you
no place to go
 so lost without you
and i feel like theres
just nothing left to turn to
cuz im lost & unwanted
and constantly rejected
lying here with no where to turn to
and im cold but i'm startin
to really understand it
givin up all thats left with everything i am
givin up cuz theres nothin left for me
i'm lying here tryin to figure out
where i go and what this is all about
i'm so confused
i wanna b somebody new
someone whos going to
be good for you
compared to me
you are just perfect
will i be
will i ever be worth it?
cuz i'm lost and unwanted
and constantly rejected
lying here with no where to turn to
and im cold but i'm startin
to really understand it
giving up all thats left
with everything i am
with every thing i am....constantly rejected

Published On: 4/24/2006
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My Blog: im so fugly
By: BowToYourMistress


Everytime I look in the mirror, I feel disgusting. Ok, I'm officially sick of hiding this in all of the time.

I'm gross, that's what I think. I never thought of myself as attractive. It's not just my face, it's my body.

I need to lose weight, right f*cking now!

I've gained a lot of f*cking wait since I last checked. I hate this.

Why is it that us girls have to feel like we must all look like super models, our hipbones sticking out, flawless face, and a foot of space in between our legs?

Thank you media. Thank you.


It's ridiculous.

But it's how we all feel, when we believe we're inferior to every other girl. UGLY,FAT, UNWANTED. Maybe if you've been ridiculed about your looks like I have in the past, you'd understand.


I'm going on a f*cking diet.



Published On: 4/22/2006
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My Blog: i'm a fake
By: everything_ends


Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And i am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and f*ck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
Whats left, but a section of pigmy sized cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted f*cks
 Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand f*cks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a f*cking knife



Published On: 2/24/2006
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My Blog: poem:heaven cries black velvet raindrops
By: fableofshadows


 Heaven cries black velvet raindrops,
Red rivers of crimson run the banks,
Children's cries roam over the plains,
Death taunts with hells jagged planks,

Leaves rustle through like mayhem,
Crows slowly mark their own prey,
Lightening strikes through the sky,
As darkness seems to finally fade,

Slice wounds adore their own flesh,
From their razorblades repeated licks,
Going against God's screams they cry,
Poison floods their veins, thorns pricks,

Their stones lay twined in a bed of roses,
Against the valley of death they now lie,
Unwanted in truth and in thus empathic,
Twisted in blood shed, mortalities demise,

Living in a nightmare so many pray,
As tears leave their eyes they taste,
Living on a line of faith they now fall,
As heaven slowly falls from its grace..



Published On: 2/9/2006
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My Blog: elpoeP
By: jenn_42


    I am who I am.  I can't accept that. I have been told- 'Just be yourself.' I hate myself.  Or at least "People" do.  I guess if "People" didn't hate me and judge me I wouldn't either.  That won't happen. "People" see me, look at me, judge me, know me... I guess im fake to others. The way I act around them, the way I act.  That's me, around you.  Inside it's not me. But, I can't tell you or show you.  I don't know how. I guess they will never know. When and if it ever comes down to it, I will be left to rot. I am unwanted, no matter what they say, oreven you. I have said I would like to start over, but if I did things would never change.  It will be the same, maybe even worse. I have been put on med's. Well inside I wanted them, wanting and hoping to change, for the rest of my life, FAKE. It's not me but nobody wants me.
   I say what "People" want to hear. Just to make them happy.  Or maybe for them to let me be. I hate the way I am.  I always go too far. I don't know when to stop. "People" say control yourself. I don't want to, thats the way I am.  If you have ever said that to me I most likely hve something I need to say to you, maybe I just want to tell you all of this. Maybe I wanna tell everybody this. My life is pointless, I live to help "People". My goal is to get under your skin. I want you to tell me you problems. I wanna listen. I haven't got that far, trust is major, and time.  So give me your trust, your time, and your friendship.  Who am I talking to? Everyone maybe no one.  Maybe I should just tell myself, ask myself these questions. I can't because I don't know what to say.I can't put my interself in words.  So I sit here trying to describe myself to you, there is nothing to say. So I am stuck on my own revolving door.  I get things 'normal' and slowly retreate myself to me again, they hate me again.  Friends, ha what friends. I don't want friends. Don't need um. If  they would just let me be I would be fine. But they critisize me, judgeme, and to make them let me be.  I try to change, by this action I am sent to start over.  It's a neverending cycle of hell, a harsh, f*cked up world.

Published On: 1/14/2006
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My Blog: ....
By: HyperVampire


small simple safe price
rise the wake and carry me w/ all of my regrets
this is not a small cut that scabs and drys and flakes and heals

n  im not afraid to die
im not afraid to bleed and f*ck n fight
i want the pain of payment

what's left but a section of pigmy sized cuts?
much like a slew of a thousand unwanted f*ckes.
would u be my little cut?
would u be my thousand f*cks?

and make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
to fill and spill over and under my thoughts

my sad sorry selfish cry out to the cutter

im cutting trying to picture ur black n broken heart
love is not like anythng

ESPECIALLY A f*ckING KNIFE!!!!!!!!

im a f*cking fake

TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE TAKE
IT AWAY
TAKE MY HAND TAKE MY LIFE!!!

**found a box of sharp objects what a beautiful thing**


Published On: 12/15/2005
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My Journal: 23/10/2004
By: TwIsTedSerEnItY


SO IVE HAD THE sh*tTIEST DAY EVER...I HATE THIS TOWN AND MAH SCHOOL....ONE MORE f*ckIN YEAR OF THIS sh*t...WHY THE f*ck DOES sh*t HAPPEN WHEN IT DOES..."SMALL SIMPLE SAFE PRICE RISE THE WAKE AND CARRY ME WITH ALL OF MY REGRETS THIS IS NOT A SMALL CUT THAT SCABS AND DRYS AND FLAKES AND HEALS...AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE IM NOT AFRAID TO BLEED AND f*ck AND FIGHT I WANT THE PAIN OF PAYMENT WHATS LEFT BUT A SECTION OF PIGME SIZE CUTS MUCH LIKE THE SLEW OF A THOUSAND UNWANTED f*ckS..WOULD YOU BE MY LITTLE CUT WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND f*ckS?...AND MAKE MARK LEAVING SPACE FOR THE GUILT TO BE LIQUID TO FILL AND SPILL OVER AND UNDER MY THOUGHTS MY SAD SORRY SELFISH CRY OUT TO THE CUTTER IM CUTTING TRYING TO PICTURE YOUR BLACK BROKEN HEART LOVE IS NOT LIKE ANYTHING ESPECIALLY A f*ckIN KNIFE..."-THE USED


Published On: 10/23/2004
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My Journal: 21/10/2004
By: TwIsTedSerEnItY


SO IVE HAD THE sh*tTIEST DAY EVER...I HATE THIS TOWN AND MAH SCHOOL....ONE MORE f*ckIN YEAR OF THIS sh*t...WHY THE f*ck DOES sh*t HAPPEN WHEN IT DOES..."SMALL SIMPLE SAFE PRICE RISE THE WAKE AND CARRY ME WITH ALL OF MY REGRETS THIS IS NOT A SMALL CUT THAT SCABS AND DRYS AND FLAKES AND HEALS...AND I AM NOT AFRAID TO DIE IM NOT AFRAID TO BLEED AND f*ck AND FIGHT I WANT THE PAIN OF PAYMENT WHATS LEFT BUT A SECTION OF PIGME SIZE CUTS MUCH LIKE THE SLEW OF A THOUSAND UNWANTED f*ckS..WOULD YOU BE MY LITTLE CUT WOULD YOU BE MY THOUSAND f*ckS?...AND MAKE MARK LEAVING SPACE FOR THE GUILT TO BE LIQUID TO FILL AND SPILL OVER AND UNDER MY THOUGHTS MY SAD SORRY SELFISH CRY OUT TO THE CUTTER IM CUTTING TRYING TO PICTURE YOUR BLACK BROKEN HEART LOVE IS UNLIKE ANYTHING ESPECIALLY A f*ckIN KNIFE..."-THE USED

Published On: 10/21/2004
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My Journal: 18/2/2005
By: sk8_n_destroy



IM A FAKE
Small simple safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut
That scabs and dries and flakes and heals
And I am not afraid to die
Im not afraid to bleed, and f*ck, and fight
I want the pain of payment
Whats left but a section of pigme sized cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted f*cks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand f*cks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cryout to the cutter
Im cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
And love is not like anything
ESPECIALLY A f*ckING KNIFE!!!



Published On: 2/18/2005
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My Journal: 13/12/2004
By: skatered


.........*sighs*

so i was listeing to tiger army.....

I'm dead
I died long ago but my spirit still roams (incorporeal)
Unwanted in heaven, forgotten in hell as on Earth (incorporeal)
I don't want to stay here,it seems that I'll never be free
Oh can you hear me? (no)

And so-
It has come to be that I must wander forever (incorporeal)
Many things have I seen, empires that rise and then fall
(incorporeal)
A life you live long is simply a moment to me
A tiny drop of water in the sea-of eternity

There's no place for me, everywhere that I go
Only seems to cause upset and harm
There's one thing that I want and one thing only-
Release into the great beyond
Don't want to remember when I was alive
When I held my true love in my arms...
For like you I once was-and like me you shall be

When you-
Feel a chill in the night perhaps it's me saying hello
(Incorporeal)
You're so much like my love, though she lived in a long ago time
(incorporeal)
I long to see her, for the day when my soul's laid to rest
The peace that I could not find in life, I can find in death....

Published On: 12/13/2004
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My Journal: 6/10/2004
By: morehardcorethanyouXcore


I'm A Fake by: The Used

[Spoken:]
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and f*ck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted f*cks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand f*cks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a f*cking knife

Look at me, you can tell
By the way I move and do my hair
Do you think that it's me or it's not me?
I don't even care
I'm alive
I don't smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)

[Chorus:]
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake [x4]
Just look at me, look at me now
I'm a fake [x4]

Do I drink? Do I date?
I've got perfect placement all my ink
Satisfied, in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan I've got right now
I made sure, that I look how I wanted to look
The people around me, the people surround me
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry (dry)

[Chorus]

My stomach hurts now, and all tied off in lace
I pray, I beg for anything, to hit me in the face
and this sicknes isn't me, I pray to fall from grace
The last thing I see is feeling
And I'm telling you I'm a fake [x4]
And I'm telling you I'm...

[Chorus]


Published On: 10/6/2004
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My Journal: 12/12/2004
By: recovering_mormon


Oh my God, I'm alive. I just got back from a party and I'm washed out and tired. But I had fun for the most part. I'm missing an unwanted some one and it's killing me but I can't look back now, just keep on keepin' on.

Published On: 12/12/2004
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