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The biggest complaints are from people having to wait for content and updates. Now it might just be that I have lived through Spectrum gaming where you could go out and play football while you waited for your game to load or it might be that I'm getting older and can't be bothered to complain like they seem to. At the end of it though people want things yesterday and if they don't get it they'll do nothing but complain. Now this isn't just limited to Xbox forums and extends to our lifestyles now where everything has to be available now and if it isn't then there is hell to pay.

Why can't people just realise that things will happen when they happen. Most things have a reason behind why they take time and are usually business/legal/quality related. Yeah they could give you what you are after but do you want it to break within 5 minutes or be under cooked or to be wrong etc.
SLOW DOWN!!! The World isn't going anywhere and if you don't slow down you'll find that nature has its own way of slowing you down when you get so stressed about waiting more than 5 minutes for whatever you are waiting for.

hey all. im just here letting you know that my day is really sucking right now. not that you really care, or can do anything about it, but i still want to let yall know. had a bad night, like 5 hours, plus ive been getting about that much all week. i could barely keep my eyes open last night, or getting them open at all this morning. then, for no reason, i just burst into tears in my 4th hour class today. i kept getting funny looks from the people next to me, and one of them actually got up and hugged me. to my dismay, it made me cry harder. so, i went to the bathroom and got composed, and when i got back, the teacher made a joke, and just thinking about crying made me start again. even now my eyes are tearing up!! goddammit!! so, i just closed my book and read for the rest of the period, and that helped mightily. 5th period was dull, so i read through that as well. then, i got home, and Cindy, her 2 sons, and jaden, a friend of the family was there. now, i like the house to be empty when i get home. i can do what i want, when i want, as loud as i want, for a couple of hours until they get home. but, they were here. that threw a monkey rench in my plans. i just like listening to music for a bit, but i dont feel comfortable doign that when other people are here. ok, so they are here, being really loud, and subtly rude, and i realize that my treat i bought myself yesterday, is about half gone. i havent had a piece yet, and its half gone. who ate it? yea, the lovely children did. i dont care if they have some of my stuff, but they have to ask FIRST!! its just kindof a kick in the nuts when shi*t like that happens.

but, for all my bad day, its still friday, its raining (i love rain), and i should sleep soundly tonight. so i am ok, but still feeling iffy. so, i hope i havent dampened your mood by telling you all my grievances, but it certainly helped me! so, thank you for listening!

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YOU SCREAM IFEEL THE PAIN
BAD DREAM I FEEL THE PAIN
YOU HATE I FEEL THE PAIN
MY MIND STATE I FEEL THE PAIN
HURT INSIDE I FEEL THE PAIN
IM ALIVE I FEEL THE PAIN
EVERYBODY SEES OR HEARS ME CRYING
THEY DONT CARE THEY PROBABLY WISH I WAS DYING
PEOPLE ARE AROUND ME BUT IM NOT THERE
THEY DONT TRY TO HELP THEY JUST SIT AND STARE
IM HURTING IM HURTING CANT YOU SEE
SOMEBODY PLEASE JUST NOTICE ME
I NEED A SHOULDER I NEED A FRIEND
JUST ANYTHING TO HELP ME MEND
TEARS COMMING DOWN LIKE ACID RAIN
THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE GOING THROUGH MY BRAIN
I NEED A SHOULDER I NEED A FRIEND
JUST ANYTHING TO HELP ME MEND

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This is what Nick does when he is high.  He likes to rant, about the Never Ending Story.   I love Nick when he is high.

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"So we have this ordinary kid named Sabastion, he likes swimming and ordinary kid things like reciting Shakespear and the like. So they people from the imaginary "Fantasia" are in some serious shi*t, no one is reading their book and they are f*cking dying from like no creative juices. These f*ckers are like leaches they suck the creativity out of a kids head to fuel their existence, but thats besides the point, what they want is a new source and Sabastion is the perfect host so they attempt to force him into an area with the book where someone will convince him to read it because they put some like shiny thing on it to catch the kids eye because you know kids like shiny stuff so they are like "Yo wtf I want that." So they get these kids to beat the shi*t out of Baston and try to get him to go into this bookstore where the book is and they try a couple a time and f*ck up so eventually they get him in there an this creepy old f*cker is like "Yo whats up?" and sure enough Sabastion sees the book is is like "Dude I want that" and the old guy is like "Bitch this book is hardcore." So when the old f*cker leaves the room Sabations curiosity is sparked and he swipes that f*cking book. Then he takes it and starts reading it, thats step one complete. So then hes reading about this like tribal gathering of a bunch of these creepy f*ckers and one guy is like a f*cking Nighthob some hobgoblin shi*t of the night I supposed and he rides a f*cking bat. Of all f*cking things to pick to ride he chooses a mother f*cking bat,a creature he can only f*cking fly at night and relies its navigation soley on f*cking supersonic beams of sound to pick up shi*t, and they fly pretty high in those clouds what if the f*cking waves got scrambled by the clouds and that f*cker plumpted out of the sky, hes f*cking ruined that nighthobs life over just pure f*cking mistake. And you can tell this guy is extra f*cked because he comes from about behind a lo sniffing and like chewing on some shrooms so hes f*cked on coke and now he munching the shrooms like he wont be able to function properly in a couple of minutes. Then theres a guy who rides a snail some like f*cking Middle Eastern guy in a suit that rides a f*cking snail, a f*ckING snail, of all f*cking animals to choose you choose the slowest animal on earth. Oh but no hes got some pills to get this f*cker going, so he pops the snail like caffeine pills and E to get him riding. Like what kind of f*cking kid conceives this shi*t, ad guy riding a snail, pretty sure I dont dream or imagine of that lame ass shi*t, I was imagining about f*cking giant robots and cool guns and shi*t. Then they hear the forest like getting f*cking torn apart as this big rock bitch rides up, hes like destroying the f*cking environment and then he starts telling them about this "Nothing" shi*t and they are shi*tting their pants and like "Oh snap, we gotta stop this shi*t!" "I know lets go ask a f*cking Childlike Empress who is f*cking like 6 years old and still plays with f*cking dolls, lets ask her how to stop and unstoppable disaster." So f*cking buddy flies his bat and they come to this tower like f*cking 1 mile above the earth, they are like in the f*cking stratosphere how do they expect to f*cking breath, but oh no surely the kid thought of some magical breathing power. But no only would they not be able to breath do they f*cking walk up a flight of stairs? Like wtf they are like medieval theres no f*cking elevator. So Nighthob is to f*cking lazy to knock on the door an climb the stairs hes got to be a sneaky bitch and hang out the f*cking window with his bat, now his f*cking bat is like hanging out a window what the f*ck happens if he slips or falls, they are like f*cking 1 mile above the ground they are f*cked cause that bat fall asleep and shi*t. Then all the creppy people of fantasia ask this kid to stop the nothing but he cant take any weapons. Like wtf hes a warrior, thats how he accomplishes shi*t, with his weapons, you expect him to go out and fight something with no sword or bow or anything? Not to mention how the f*ck would he get food he cant hunt without a bow. And what if the f*cking nothing was a big ass dragon, then hes royaly f*cked that dragon isnt going to put up with no shi*t, he will f*cking roast his c*nt. Like they f*cking up this little kids life, and of course the black guy is like "no weapons" because his ass was probably repressed in the f*cking book to so he just wants some payback shi*t, I bet those f*cking fins in his head are to sense where watermelon f*cking grows. Then this f*cking kid sets off to stop but the nothing has its ow ally some f*cking deranged lunatic wolf, like wolf are pack animals and shi*t and pretty sure they arent ifected by insanity, and hes like some crazy demon wolf with glowing eyes like some excorcist shi*t. Now this bitch is chasing the kid and he has no f*cking weapons, Atreyu is going to have to majorly choke a bitch for the shi*t they are making him do. He like f*cking looks around and cant find the nothing so he decides to go f*cking ask a big turtle where the f*ck this shi*t is in a big bog all muddy and shi*t, and if your sad the f*cking bog would envelope you, what is this, this bog must hate emos or something like you are in such a f*cking depressing place you would be pretty sad already and what would the bog even f*cking do with you when it has you? Like wtf he finally gets to the turtle and he starts sneezing and no one can understand wtf he is saying hes like blowing snot rockets at Atreyu spreading some f*cking viral contagious turtle disease like herpes or something. Then hes walking through this bog stuff again and now hes extra sad, because his f*cking horse got sucked up, but what I dont get is why that f*cking horse was sad, all that f*cker does is eat grass and ride around like wtf is his problem, then Atreyu is all like "waah my bitch horse died." So now its his turn to get his ass sucked up by some f*cking mud then all of a sudden this luck dragon comes out and scoops this mother f*cker up

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Thats rockbiters plan, to trip people out and get everyone hopped up and ever pulling the kid deeper into the book. Because in reality, "The Nothing" is what happens when kids dont read and watch tv and play games, their f*cking creative side starts going away and this book is also a plan to get kids away from the TVs and to flourish their creative juices so this f*cking parasite can drain more from them. Those f*cking cocksuckers."

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Okay, I was coming home from a walk and there was this little ducky that just runs by me.  I mean, I didn't want the poor little thing to die.  So I took it home with me.  I wanted to give it anoteher chance to live.  And now it's like in my shirt to keep warm.  It's like the size of an egg.  It's so cute.  It's name shell be DUCKY!  Oh my gosh.  I can feel it moving.  Lets just hope it doesn't take a poopy on me.  That would be ewy!  I'm not getting off subject.  I found out not to long ago that one of my friends may stay up in Canada for year of schooling.  Oh my gosh.  I mean, we have gotten into some big big fights.  But I mean she can't stay up there.  I mean, I can't stop her, its her choice, not mine.  But I'm happy that shes having fun up there.  Well, talk later.  Bye bye.  <3