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   So were finally on our last leg of finishing the Scoff Project. The mini mega ramp after being shut down by the goverment originally back in March of 08 we haven't been able to get anything done and problems with getting a new filmer ontop of that We finally got to build the new support structure for the ramp on October 11.
   It was about damn time! Hopefully we will be able to finish the new structure by the end of this month and get this little monster up and gunning again! 
 
Heres a snapshot from our most recent build day this October. 

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There will still be 2 more support structures added to bring it up to its true height of 16ft when finished


Published On: 10/17/2008
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Jesus Fernandez, JB Gillet, Mikemo Capaldi, Torey Pudwill, Danny Brady, Marty Murawski, Mike Anderson, Lem Villemin and Vivien Feil experienced the “Grey Daze” Germany had to offer us on the recent Matix trip. The team started off at the Bright Tradeshow in Frankfurt where Mo had a release party for his upcoming signature Asher. Kids lined up to meet the Mo and get a free LTD Mo tee, given to them by Mo himself.

Saturday July 11th the team threw their signatures down on a stack of posters during their signing at Railslide Skateshop, while sipping black coffee. (The Railslide bro’s brewed up at their in-store coffee shop.) After three days in Frankfurt, burned out on tradeshow craze and the few cases of Becks the team had gone through, they packed their bags, crowded into a Euro-size rental van (which was small) and trekked to Berlin.

During their five-day stay in Berlin—no bank was left un-skated, no marble was left un-grinded and no beer was left un-opened. When you’re skating the most unique spots Berlin has to offer with some of our most talented Matix riders, you get a lot of stuff done. From a Titus “Zoopreme” store signing and a load of filming to shooting for a Monster Magazine article the 8-day stay has produced some good coverage available in the near future.

Click Here to check out Tony E's Flick'r account for some photos from the trip.

Look for an upcoming Matix Podcast, as well as a feature on FUEL TV’s “The Daily Habit” coming soon. Keep an eye on www.matixclothing.com and FUEL TV for more on “Grey Daze In Deutschland”.


Published On: 7/29/2008
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Underworld News and Events: Get Tricks @ railside June 8th
By: UnderworldShop


RVCA clothing, eS Footwear, Monster Energy drink, Element Skateboards and Underworld skate shop Vancouver are proud to invite you to the Get Tricks contest. Get Tricks will be held at the Railside Skate Park in Port Coquitlam, Saturday June 8th at 12pm, following the contest there will also be a Best Trick Contest. Prizes will include $1000 cash to grab + tons of products. For more information email us at uwvancouver@underworld-shop.com , call us 604-899-8949 or visit www.underworld-shop.com . The registration form is attached. Fax it back at 604-899-5419 or come directly to Underworld. Thank you and happy skateboarding

  
  


Published On: 6/4/2008
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    Sad Murmur

The sound of wings
Flutter in silent sadness
As the resonance imbalances
The plane of reality
A soft good-bye
As the dream fades away
But the flutter
And the mutter
Remains
Tears fall like feathers
Freezing time
Nothing can replace the empty heart
That love of mine

 
 
 
 
 
Evil’s Acolyte 

A man was standing in the middle of the desert. There was no sign of life around him, only what once was living, his victims. Before him lay the sheath of a sword; in his hand the sword.

“Calm yourself,” it whispered in his ear, “ you need to focus.”

“ I can’t, it’s much too hard for me.”

“ No! You must…Success is imperative; you don’t want to go back to that place do you?”

“ No you can’t; please don’t…” whimpered the man.

He tried to struggle against himself, straining, unsuccessful.

“Ha ha ha I already told you, your silly attempts are futile; I control you, I am you, I am the blood that courses through your veins, you are at my will”.

“No,” cried the man “ I am not a monster like you!!”

 He fell to the ground and laid the sword before him, through tears he whispers,

“I am not like you…I can’t be like you…I can’t…” he repeats it again and again in a steady murmur. He lurches forward as he feels a sharp pain in his head.

“ See, I did that; you can’t escape me, why would you try, it was you who created me after all; I am the black side of your soul, you put me in this position, I need to be fed” he giggled.

He stood up, grave, worn, his eyes told the tale of a weary man.

“I know what I must do then.”

He picks up the sword and with his finally breath he uttered these words,

“ If this is inevitable, if all that’s left of me is this, then I must leave this all behind; and you shall come with me.”

“Wait! No! What are you doi-“

The man took the sword and thrust it into his stomach; all that was left was the sheath and a somewhat duller sword.



Published On: 12/3/2007
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THE SCOFF PROJECT: Building a Monster is a documentary film produced by Scoff Skateboarding about the building of a 8ft mini mega ramp. The film goes over all the ideas on how it all started the planning, design, blood, Monsters drinks, sweat, and tears. The film is still currently being shot so make sure to stay up to date on what’s happening with this little monster! You can do this by visiting our website and reading the newsletters here along with our little video updates on Youtube.

Sponsored by Monster Energy and in association with Grind 4 Life, we will donate $1 for every DVD sold to help Cancer survivors. So what are you waiting for, jump on and get up to speed on THE SCOFF PROJECT the little monster!

Recent Photos, click the thumbnails to view full size photos.
Scoff Thumb2Scoff Thumb4Scoff Thumb3Scoff Thumb1


Published On: 11/4/2007
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We are 1 day away from construction on THE SCOFF PROJECT.
Scoff is making a documentry film about the building of a mini-mega ramp. A 67ft long ramp, w/ 16ft rollin in, and a 8ft launch ramp.  A new area will be added to the Scoff website, will be dedicated to showing the building and behind the scenes look at the making of this ramp. Coming soon next week at www.scoffskateboarding.com
 
Initial building starts early this friday October 5 an 6th. Its going to be one hell of a ride.
THE SCOFF PROJECT -Building a Monster- Coming Soon Early 2008


Published On: 10/4/2007
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My Blog: untitled
By: megs2005


 i am so tired of being walked on
being used
being ignored
Being treated like a monster has
become a daily thing
I work and clean and do everything everyone askes
i am everyones gothic cinderella
Is this my destiny
To serve others
to be walked on,
to be invisible?
All i know is deciet and lies
then i get in trouble
I ask why
because after all i learned this all from her?
but i guess when it comes to me
i am the exception.
i was put here to take everyone elses pain
i was sent here to be torchered
to be hated.
so i guess i cant complain after all,
i mean who can fight destiny.
Certainly not me...



Published On: 6/10/2007
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A Full Service Survey:
Who Are You?
Name:Tiffany Allyson Vescara
Zodiac Sign:Scorpio
Rising Sign:n/a
Birth Year:1991
Birthplace:Trenton, New Jersey
Hometown:Houston, Texas
Is your Hometown a small town, rural town, suburb, city, or inner-city:city
Highschool(s):MDIHS
Are you the eldest, middle, youngest or only child?:youngest
Heritage:italian
What Do You Look Like?
Hair Color:light brown
Eye Color:green
Skin tone:medium
Face Shape:round
Height:5'6"
Weight:122
Shoe size:8's
What Makes You Tick
What aspect of your personality do you like best?my individuality.
Which aspect of your personality do you like the least?my boldness.
What are some things about other people that annoy you?snobby/ignorant people.
What are some things about you that might annoy people?i'm random, loud, bold, sarcastic, & brutally honest.
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?a veternarian.
What is your favorite time of day?midnight.
Are your parents still together, never were together or divorced:seperated.
How do you handle arguments/disagreements with other people?i get opinionated/defensive.
Would say you are more extroverted or introverted?extroverted.
Are you spiritual? If yes, is your spirituality influenced by organized religion?in some ways, yes.
Name one of your physical traits that you would change if you could:nothing. i'm content.
Name one of your physical traits that you really like:my eyes.
Name something you�d like to do before you die:fight for my country.
If you could back in time to any point of history, where would you go and why?i'd stay here...just because.
Have you ever experienced anything supernatural?just myself.
Are you close to your family members?some of them.
Name some things in life that you are afraid of?dark water, needles, & spiders.
What is your biggest life issue right now?school/people.
What Do You Like?
Colors:black, white, red.
Scents:romance by ralph lauren.
TV Channels:lifetime/abc family.
Cars:harley davidson pick-up truck.
PC Games:tetris.
Snack Foods:a little of this/little of that.
Beverages:monster & amp.
Game Consoles:n/a
Concerts:the red jumpsuit apparatus.
Conversation Topics:completely random.
Newspapers:n/a.
Magazines:cosmopolitan. teen vogue.
Flowers:black roses.
Radio Stations:100.3/107.3/94.5
Jewelry:varies.
Restaurants:taste of india. olive garden.
Clubs:crossroads.
Websites:myspace.
CDs:aerosmith/flyleaf/haste the day/etc.
Vacation spots:orlando, FL/NYC/Cali
TV commercials:the geico commercial..."ello gov'na!"
Radio Commercials:n/a
Museums:n/a
Stores:hot topic=my life <33
Outdoor Activities:boating.
Do You Like...
Seafood?no.
Sushi?no.
Mexican Food?a little bit.
Italian Food?yes.
Chinese Food?kinda/sorta
Japanese Food?n/a
German Food?n/a
Greek Food?n/a
Polish Food?n/a
Mongolian Food?n/a
Barbecue?not really.
Cajun Food ?yes.
Soul Food?yes.
Vegan Food?no thanx.
Cake?depends.
Cheese?yes.
Jalapenos?no.
Artichokes?no.
Caesar Salad?yes.
Anchovies?no.
Rabbit?no!
Deer?no.
Bison?no.
Lamb?no.
Duck?nooo.
Do You Play...
Baseball?negative.
Softball?nope.
Basketball?no.
Football?on occassion.
Hockey?in gym class.
Soccer?sometimes.
Monopoly?mhmm.
Checkers?sometimes.
Chess?nope.
Scrabble?nah.
Trivial Pursuit?and i repeat, "nah".
Poker?yes.
Guitar?mhmm.
Flute?formerly.
Clarinet?nope.
Piano?a little bit.
Violin?nope.
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Published On: 5/18/2007
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The Scoff Project is a documentry dvd of the building of a mini-mega ramp. The Scoff project is a 8ft launch ramp with a 13ft rollin. This trailer is from the first day of test runs or run I should say. We weren't sure if the tranny was quite right and we needed to find the gap so our buddy rob was going to launch from it to flatground! Check it out!
THE SCOFF PROJECT- Trailer | SkateboardVillage.com

Published On: 5/17/2007
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boom blah bam!!
 
today i was scared.
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to day i was scared of u>
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u almost shot me.
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why would u want to shoot me?
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for i was always nice to u.
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shoot everyone else in this school, but dont shoot me.
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for i was aways nice to u.
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they called u names an made fun of u.
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i gave u my nuggets an sit with u at lunch :P
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why would u want to shoot me?
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for i was always nice to u.


Published On: 5/16/2007
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King Everlasting:

 

Bloodshed, tears

unforgotten tales

the sun shines low over darkness

the doors along the gates of hell

are open and deceive

 

The monster that lays within the realm

call upon fire and lure

the noble warriors, dressed with everlasting

march trough the gates

just to dissapear

 

the gold of evil, the cold of heart

it wraps around the nobles

to call upon the worthy king

and answer to his bidding

he leads us into a time of light

 

the war bleeds on for longer times

with the monster held on enemy lines

out numbered, maybe, though we are

our strenght and cunning go so far

it holds us bound into our battle

 

the war between love and hate

was ended by, and lost from the eye

memories showed us what to be

hero, legend, enemy, but the one true path we all should know

is to be with king everlasting

 

the land was burned, with blazing fire

and into the night rode the dragon steeds

like lifeless forms, survivors were cared to

and in the haze, many hearts broke

for the friends souls remain forever in the realm of light

 

before the battle, we feared the words:

bloodshed, tears

unforgotten tales

the sun shines low over darkness

the doors along the gates of hell

are open and deceive

in blinding light we look upon our hope

upon the world, king everlasting

 

i wrote this after reading: the door within trilogy, by wayne thomas Batson

for and book fans, u should read it
tell me if it sux, k


Published On: 4/27/2007
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   hello,
 
 Well, I don't skateboard. I want to learn ,but I have no one to teach me and no skateboard.  I love peanut  butter on pizza. Yummy! :) Well,that is all.
 
 


Published On: 3/20/2007
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My Blog: ashes to ashes
By: lpunit


Where there was fire there are ashes...... i never really knew what that meant until now. The past doesnt really go away. It can eat you alive. Shatter your dreams. And make u fall in a pit of sorrow. Or... you can take it and build up your rage from the inside. Makeing you not a monster but something else. Something bigger. Something greater. The kind of the thing that make you face your fears and simply smile. Eventully you can take the pain and hide it no more, You can finaly face it. In the end what ever doesnt kill you will make you stronger. At a point im my life where my choices will affect me forever so i hope i ve learnd well from my past. Its the fight inside of me that makes me who i am. You can harly see my scars....from my arms i mean. Yes the urge can come back but im not the same person i was. So how things just dont seem as bad. Even you live a double life. Some of you know what i mean by that. And you know that its nothing but heart ache. But i can still look up at the sky and smile. I know that i cant give up hope i made it this far havent i. A word of advice try to be honest to others you never know how you can hurt them or worse........But most of all be honest to your self.


Published On: 2/17/2007
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AIDEN
 
this kidd is f*cken sweet my fawsome buddi
 
lol couldn't help myself id do anithing for this guy he's amazing!<3
 
 
                                                          
 
  
         
 
 
 
 
KIRSTEN
 
 
there is no way to describe my friendship wit this gurll
 weve been through pretti much everything she's silent but very deadly
Brent luvs her she luvs Brent f*ck wit that ill f*ck u up bad
she's my virgin prostite and can get hyper off an orange thats y she tha sxc orange poptart and my bestest friend eva!dont make me get naked!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
i dont no y but i cant help but luv u...i neva can stay mad at u 4 longg
this is my gurll kirstens bf so dont even f*cken think bout it
because what they have is pure love a love that me and u never had
let this love be your last because i was you r first and she will be ur last so get your huge ghetto ass down here and c your woman!>
 
DESTINEY 
 
this chic has attitude like a realy bad one
and im her baby! so dont f*ck wit us                                     
she meh drinking buddi and is so f*cken fawsome lol theres that word
i lub her 2!
drinking and smoking thats us make-up whores and luvers
 
 
 
 
i seriously luved her i still do i promised her my heart and
she promised to keep it wit her FOREVER                              
 
 but forever ended quicker than we thought it would so im keeping her heart close two mine she found brent four me and thats how this all started and it will keep going like we said it would FOREVER
 
 
 
 
 
 
LAUREN
 
this chica is sweettttt lika drug cant get enoughlol  
 
 
 
 playboi 4 life lol she's wicked! rulez
my world everyday
 
 
 can u tell by all tha dirty pics that were dirty!
 
 
yes shes f*cken amasingwe pla dirty right hun lol no were not like that lol jks..or mb not you'll neva no lol
 
 
 
Matty boi
 
f*ck so many fawsome times too many two count oh yeah....
i still got ya mp3 playa hes spiderman and im  oh yes bitches im his babydoll tha 1 and only sweetcheeks
 
hes dating this person thats f*cken wow! hes my canibalistic stripper we eat our clients drinking with you thats what i luv doing it all hardcorethats right everything we do we protect those we luv hes no's everything bout me sumtimes more than mePOPTARTS rule!
 
 
 
 Ryan
 
heyy im soo srry realy i am we gotta
get wasted sumtime age dont matter right? 
 
 
 
 
 
janelle
 
 
this is my babygrl
i luvs her me her and dee are all f*cken tight
theres one thing that me and and her love two do all night and that is cookies  we r tha cookie monsters i luv this fuzzy blue monster
 


Published On: 2/14/2007
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Since this is our first blog on here reffering to the Scoff Project. I feel I will have to go throught the history with you all.
We came up with an idea "Wouldn't it be great to build the largest skate ramp in town?" ha And since that we have gather wood from a fellow super-intendent who practically provided us will all the plyood we neede to build this project and some. We were going to build a 8ft launch ramp with a rollin in height of 13-15ft and 2-3ft wide. We estimate you will hit the bottom between 20-30 mph and be shot at least 12ft high into the air.
We are planning on making a documentry of the building of the mini-mega ramp and show everything that all went into the thought about it. Expected to be released June 2007.
 
 
 So let the construction began...
in the beginigng
 Just about to lay the ply
 
We would build the sections of the ramp and haul them out to the back where we had a levy to support roll-in.The walk was about 2 acres or just a about 1 football field length.
From the hill
 Top view of the ramp, with first part of the runway attached
 
Soon after building the next 2 runway peices we realized that they would be to skinny and need to widen them incase of speed wobbles became an issue. We don't want people getting thrown down hill slaming into theground. We want them getting thrown up the ramp! A week later we widen the runway another 1.5 ft - 2ft and started work on the roll-in.
the Scoff project - side view
Side view of ramp w/ the skinny runway
 
Now the roll-in was probally the trickiest and hardest part of this whole project, cause of it having to custom fit to the side and top of the levy and remain level.
 Scoff rollin
 The Roll-in underconstruction
 
We had to custom build every peice of ply to fit the levy the best we could and still go flush with the rest of the run. That was very difficult. When we finally got it built there was a small problem with it getting flush with the rest of the run and its started to rain and freeze over the night. So we had to bring the whole 12ft long roll-in back to the house to be rebuilt and worked on. After the freeze was easing off we took the tarp off the ramp and started back to work.
 
We got all the peices assmbled and connected, then work on making sure the rollin was flowing with the rest of the run. 2 days later its finshed. Not to you all we only spent $30 on this whole project so far!!! Next month we will overlap it with masonitte.
 
-Latest update-
So then after building it over a period of 3 weeks its done. The last day of assembling the ramp was the hardest. Mainly because the rollin (which is 12ft long) ran into some problems and we had to make sure it connected just right with the track.
Fixing the Roll-in 
The roll-in under contruction

I even manage to loose control of it while moving it and slide half way down the hill. None the less I got quite a few slivers, scrapes and sore neck to boot. Well here you go the finall photos of the finished ramp.

Along side the ramp - top view
Along side the ramp - from ontp the levy.

Full view of the Ramp - side view
Full view of the Scoff Project

Rollin view
Heres the roll-in view 13ft high

Expected test runs will happen this saturday.
Rob a clovis local and friend of mine will be the brave soul to first launch from the ramp to FLAT! Yes you heard it, to flat! Why him and not me you ask...Well he has better health insurance. lol We are launching to flat to determine how large the gap is and then build the landing bank in that position for a true big air manueuver. Once the ramp is fully finished we will schedule a date and take the ramp apart and rebuild it all in hopefully one day. The whole day will be recorded and editied for the upcoming video(THE SCOFF PROJECT - Building a Monster), the next months will be used to capture footage of local and visiting skaters performing their own insane stunts and bails.

Also check out our website Scoff Skateboarding for an exclusive photo of the ramp and the builder and see how big it really is. Photo to be released on website by 1-18-07



Published On: 1/18/2007
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SkateboardVillage News: Zoo York Aussie Tour
By: SkateboardVillage.com





On Wednesday, January 24, 2007, the world-renowned Zoo York team will embark on their first official Australian Skateboard Tour. This highly-anticipated tour will feature the talents of Z.Y. Officials Zered Bassett, Aaron Suski, Brandon Westgate, Anthony Shetler, Matt Miller, and Aussie locals Jack Bridges, Shane Mathewson and James Whinery.

The Zoo Crew will hold skate demos in Brisbane, Sydney, Melbourne and Adelaide, and host art exhibitions in Sydney and Melbourne that will feature an assortment of the Zoo York Institute’s incredible wealth of collaborative artwork. There will also be screenings of R.B. Umali’s tribute film to the late, great Harold Hunter. Additionally, while in Australia the Zoo Crew will be filming for their upcoming full-length team video slated for release in 2008.

2007 Z.Y. Unbreakable Aussie Tour Schedule (Updated):

January 25, 2007 Brisbane In-Store: City Beach, Queen Street Mall – 11am Brisbane Demo: Paddington Skatepark – 2pm

January 27, 2007 Sydney In-Store: SDS, Pitt Street – Noon Sydney Demo: Fernside Skatepark – 2pm

February 2, 2007 Melbourne In-Store: PSC, Swanston Street – 4pm Melbourne Demo: Riverslide Skatepark – 6pm

February 4, 2007 Adelaide In-Store: Daily Grind H.Q., City Store – 2pm Adelaide Demo: City Skatepark – 3:30pm

Z.Y. Art Exhibitions & Parties TBA

For tour updates and more info visit: WWW.ZOOYORK.COM

Exhibitions & Parties to be announced.
For tour updates and info go to

www.lushproductions.com

Also check www.skateboard.com.au & www.monsterchildren.com for further updates and info.






Published On: 1/17/2007
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Artist: Saliva
Album: Back Into Your System
Title: Famous Monsters

Look at your life, look at the way you slip at your time.
Look at the ones that you've left behind.
Look at your eyes, the haunted black circles of your plight.
But you can get by, oh and killing you might take one more night.
Cause you're a famous monster, you do whatever they offer.
You tie their noose around your neck and they throw you over.
Look at your mind, look at the strength you never found.
You lean on your pride, the only friend that would never let you down.
Look at the signs, look at the way they stop and stare.
they're watching you die, and when you're gone it's like you weren't even there.
Cause you're a famous monster, you do whatever they offer.
You tie their noose around your neck and they throw you over.



Published On: 10/27/2006
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Hosted By::
Jason Huewe
e-mail

When:
Saturday Oct 07, 2006
at 8:00 PM

Where::
Lyons Skatepark
10858 N. Armstrong
Fresno, AL 93727
US
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Huge competition! 120 compete skaters, pros will be showing up, bbq, music, break dancers, graffity artists, monster energy and Scoff!!

A big competitin is going down at the Lyons Skatepark. Sign up starts at 8am fisrt come first serve, competition starts at 9am. With pros showing up Pep Williams, Erick Baker, and more. Williams will be releasing his new clothing line! With music pumping, a famous graffity artist will be doing his stuff, with break dancers, Scoff will be making its apperance handing out over 1000 free bottles of water, with Monster also throughing out there stuff.
3 divisions, 30 skaters allowed in each division.
Thrasher magazine will be there along with filmers and photographers to document the whole event. Its going to be sick! Fresno's first real first AM event! Check it out!



Published On: 10/5/2006
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omgaw!!!!! i havnt been on in agez coz of my lame internet its like f*cked up or sumthing haha sorry anyways my cuzn was in dis awsome sk8tn competiotion and i couldnt go to watch it coz my mum made me clean up in da house and study (even tho i didnt study,it hurts my brain!) and yeah but my cuzn`s friend came third haha and my cuzn told me bout the 2 fights that happened and that this guy got a mega blood nose and shi*t and i missed out on it!my mum has bcom so strict wit me she wont even let me go out as much and do stuff i need space from that monster!my mum met dis 50 year old rich guy and like she wanna marry him and thats kinda wierd to me i mean yes i have gotten over dat i dont have a dad but like it just hurts that............nevermind well,yeah and  me and mum and her"future husband"r gonna be renting a house in maylands wich is nower near wer i live now!and i only moved into dis unit last year like gimmie sumtime to settle in and shi*t ya no?man i hope i dont have to change skewlz oooooo and also i learned all da cords to dance dance by fall out boy hooray!kinda lame i know lol but oh well not a bad song! my friend laura at skewl has been cutting her rists real deep lately im very worried for her and try to talk it ova wit her but its complicated lol.... well i love ya all and miss u all ma buddiez!
0xox0ox0ox0xo FROM TANIA!



Published On: 9/12/2006
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If i said I was sorry for letting my wrist bleed all over the floor would you care and see me as who I am or would I just not be there like a person that has never been noticed or ever spoken of. Sometimes i feel like im just a pawn to this game of life and thinking that everyone would be better off if I died.I'm crying now but i cant let you see me this way because i have been bleeding from my wrist now and I dont want you to see the monster I am. I am screaming but can anyone hear me or are they even listening to me as I fall would anyone pick me back up or just let me die in the spot that i landed in with my heart breaking as ice when it hits the ground. I gave you my heart but i feel like i need to take it back because im lying to myself everytime you say you love me i cant help to say i love you but it hurts so bad like my whole life is one big lie that i keep trying to make it reality. I'm sorry i have to say goodbye dont mourn for me its easier just to forget me



Published On: 9/10/2006
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