one more moment
that's all it takes
one more moment
means no more pains
this time I think its working
but just to make sure
I grab the razor off the sink
and slash away some more.
cutting all over my body
running water into the tub
water spilling over
I clean up the mess
only out of habit
I climb into the tub
who cares if its hot or cold
it'll only be a moment more
some of the bleedings stopped
I rip at my flesh with my nails
cutting and tearing away
the water starts to turn a crimson red
my body is covered with cuts and burns
but the pain is in my heart
I slash the blade across my chest
to punish it for loving
so weak when it comes to emotions
I wash my hair and body
scrubbing away till what skins lefts red
the wounds reopen and bleed some more
my mom knocks at the door and tells me to get out
I yell back "It will only be a moment more!"
