Hey everyone, summer is like a week away and things couldnt be better!

MY WRITING WAS PUBLISHED!

 i just hooked up with this junior hotty for the summer. i'm fixing to compete in battle of the bands and go to germany. over the summer i'm the lead actress in a movie being filmed at my school. I'm going out of state to a three day concert series with over 30 bands with a bunch of friends. and i cant wait to get ahold of some fabric so i can finish making my clothes line. oh not to mention i'm working on my drawing skills so i can tatoo when i'm older. next weekend i'm going to midland for the last time and confronting my mother on why the f*ck she's never be around so that should be fun. thursday after i get out of school for the summer i'm going to go see pirates of the carribbean!

everything is amazing, my writing just took off, i'm working with clothes design, my singing is taking off plus i'm learning guitar, my acting is taking off, my drawing needs improvement but the ideas keep flowing in. so yeah everything at once that makes me happy is going on, which only makes it harder for me to know what to do with my life career wise!

heyz everybody

my grades in school right now suck but my dad understands cuz its an advanced school. i'm currently very very busy. i dont think poetry is my forte anymore they all sound emo which i'm not. But my writing is taking off yay i just need to finish my novel and send it to an editor then cross your fingers it might be published.

Friday i sang my first song written completely by me at the coffeehouse thing my school did i think i sounded great even though i was very nervous. i'm going to keep working on it.

Right now i am currently still helping my father design his tatoos and i am planning to be a tatoo artist sometime in the future.

Thread fair is approaching fast. i just got some great material and will be working my ass off to finish making these clothes for the fashion show/competition there so awesome.

Currently i am single and hating it. guys here in austin must suck for not seeing how awesome i am. but i dont lose faith. my social life is booming my weekends are definatly busy and fun

this summer is going to be interesting. i usually go out of town to stay with my grandma well she moved out of state so i dont know anymore.

just one more year before i get my licencse and truck!

well my music taste is braodening so please send me new music to look up i love finding new cool music

well peace!

 

 

What truly matters in life? grades school a job a career money, all worthless . day to day working our fingers to the bones for what? yeah i'm somewhat smart but school seems so pointless at times. i dont want to be trapped in life by doing something i cant stand. in the end its the memories that matter memories of friends family happy times. in the end i wont care if i got an a on the stupid test or not i'm going to care about what i did in life. i'm going to care if i helped find the cure for some fatal disease. can the world please wake up inside and see money isn't the answer, money isnt happiness. money is corruption and greed.  i feel like a rambling fool lost in this caotic society. if i work hard on the things i dont like then i get less sleep get somewhat better grades and then things go wrong. i dont have bad luck just random things happen at random times. in the end what is best for the soul and happyness is much more important than what was better for school or a job. if i ever work in a real office i swear my clothes will never match! yes i do design clothes and see how aweful that could be but it would be so much fun not to care. right now i cant sleep and i have a stupid standerd required test tomarrow, thank you texas shove more pass the test or stay back a grade bs down my throat. he he i'm wearing pajamas tomarrow with big homer simpson slippers. and maybe even dorky pigtails, my hair is flaming orange so i'll add in some blotches and streaks of red and black just to distract the other kids from their tests.