You win some you lose some- that's what they told me. Step right up to spin the wheel, see where your life ends up. Click, click, click. Congratulations, they said, you've won it all: freedom from struggle, from war, from reality. But I'm scared. The most protected generation in history - surveillance cameras, metal detectors, trillions in security spending - all watching my back; yet I tremble that one virus, one hurricane, one black-out, one dirty nuke could destroy this fragile system that I don't understand but depend on. I am marginalized, protected, powerless. I have lost.
NEWS FLASH THe SUGAR GIANTS HAVE SHOVED THEIR SWEETNER
im in nanaimo going to a wedding on sunday.i lost mr chads phone number. to bad for him
well i moved all my stuff from victoria to here except my futon and my partyin dresss.im waiting for the stupid dishawasher installlationg uy to come over. its not fun our doorbell onlyrings when it wants too? so i better get that fixed
i cut about 5 inches of my hair off
here my mind is empty here time is ending hear my name doenst anybody want to play.
EVERYBODY MOVE UR FEET AND GEEET NAUGHTY
maybe i should post a naked pic of my chi chis too HAHA SLUT!!!!@
im the girl of your dreams ill wake up the next morning make u breakfast then leave
i havent drank in six days:)
where i am and where you start im up in the clouds and i cant and i cant come down i will eat you alive i will eat you alive.where i am and where you start well you you left me alone. lieka high it is in me.
definetly about sex. a wise man once told me that sex was just like killing people. mmm. hawt 
well i found my new house i have a swimming pool. and an art studio. and a smoking chair WITH A BALCONY :O yay:$
if you go to sanfransisco make sure to wear some godamn flowers in ur hair
maybe i should go to bed. sally is sick she has a sore throat and a fever who knew the voices in ur head could make ur throat start hurtingBR
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i think i have my eating disorder again. i decided i cant eat anything except candy and popsicles san pellegrino for atelast 5 days.BR
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i need to get sedated my mood varies. 80% of this day ive bin nothing but insane. i spent my day thinking of alterante personalities stupid little voices in my not f*cking off. some of the little buggers have faces now.counting calories till my head hurt worrying about everything then last but not least. craving any kind of drugs. ive bin off medicaiton for.. 3 days now? f*ck
im moving to van city:o
ill stomp on your insiiiiiides*dances*
yeah i am the one. i want you i need u o baby o baby
ich hab' keine Lust
Ich habe keine Lust mich nicht zu hassen,
hab' keine Lust mich anzufassen,
ich hätte Lust zu onanieren,
hab' keine Lust es zu probieren,
ich hätte Lust mich auszuziehen,
hab' keine Lust mich nackt zu sehen
Ich hätte Lust mit großen Tieren,
hab' keine Lust es zu riskieren,
hab' keine Lust vom Schnee zu gehen,
hab' keine Lust zu erfrieren
Ich hab' keine Lust,
nein ich hab' keine Lust
Ich habe keine Lust etwas zu kauen,
denn ich hab' keine Lust es zu verdauen,
hab keine Lust mich zu wiegen,
hab keine Lust im Fett zu liegen
Ich bleibe einfach liegen,
und wieder zähle ich die Fliegen,
lustlos fasse ich mich an,
und merke weil,
ich bin schon lange kalt,
so kalt,
mir ist kalt,
so kalt,
mir ist kalt
a ten year old taught me to ride bikes today itwas hard
HOW CAN WE STAND AND DENIE IT TRUST ME NOW WE WILL ALL COLLAPSE LIKE HOUSES OF CARDS.CRASHING IN SPLINTERES AND SHARDS
got no problems f*cking a corpse,
as long as it aint cold,
ill rip it up and use the blood as lube,
as long as there aint no mold
i know you like it rough,
you like it hard,
you know i want it brought from behind
and when im done ill be in the asylum barred
you are like cocaine,
i fiend for you like a fool with needles
when were in deep you drive me insane
the pleasure is surreal
i wish i could bust you up into lines,
snort you into my brain
my f*cking pussy pines,
so cum, come help me
dont tease,
plz believe im a fiend for you
ill get on the ground, beggin you please
i know you'll crack as I invite you inside of me
i can see you in ecstacy
agonizing cringes as you cannot take much more
so i force myself onto you and you pull on me
deeper and deeper it goes
the climax,
is beyond heaven,
now that its finished just relax
because im gonna be ready again in 5
I got no problems f*cking a corpse,
as long as it aint cold,
ill rip it up and use the blood as lube,
as long as there aint no mold
i know you like it rough,
you like it hard,
you know i want it brought from behind
and when im done ill be in the asylum barred
you are like cocaine,
i fiend for you like a fool with needles
when were in deep you drive me insane
the pleasure is surreal
i wish i could bust you up into lines,
snort you into my brain
my f*cking pussy pines,
so cum, come help me
dont tease,
plz believe im a fiend for you
ill get on the ground, beggin you please
i know you'll crack as I invite you inside of me
i can see you in ecstacy
agonizing cringes as you cannot take much more
so i force myself onto you and you pull on me
deeper and deeper it goes
the climax,
is beyond heaven,
now that its finished just relax
because im gonna be ready again in 5
i wrote this today
we are all right SO KICK OUT THE GODAMN CHAIRS MUTHER f*ckERS... har i went swimming it was grand ol time. lots of creepy little boys oggled me though:(
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
im learning german from barbie computer games hahaha danke furs spielen auf barbie.de TOLL GEMACHT!! deine fraudin.barbie
kick out the chairs mother f*cker. we are all custom made
what do i get woah what do i get. buzzcocks///in nanaimo, vancouver later get to see lynne and brookie
hong kong garden. lub ya///in nanaimo till the 2nd
ill stop the world and melt for you
listening to 80's music
Measuring a summer’s day,
I only finds it slips away to grey,
The hours, they bring me pain.
*tangerine, tangerine,
Living reflection from a dream;
I was her love, she was my queen,
And now a thousand years between.
Thinking how it used to be,
Does he still remember times like these?
To think of us again?
And I do.
if only you could see what i see.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
i was her love she was my queen does she still remember the times like these think of us again AND I DO
i no longer take medicaiton. im no longer young
or free at heart. only my will is free. and my love. power to you. niggger peace
who else loves swimming? everyone stares at u. but their is nothing irregular u can do.
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