i just dont understand the way i feel all the time. i just this emptiness inside me that just dont want to go away. it feels like there is no one out there for me and no one will ever find me. i dont understand what im suppose to do. what will i get out of life. to me life is just a waste were everyone makes u feel bad, and u have to wait forever to get to the pardise call heaven. to me its a waste of time. all of this is a waste of time.but i finally found one thing but dont really no if its real. i found TIM but dont know if he feels the same way about me. when hes there i dont want to leave. i never want to leave him. TIM makes me feel like im wanted for the first time in my life someone wants me around. but dont know howTIM feel about me. i hope that TIM feel the same way about me. if he dont then idk what i will do. i couldnt really tell you. so i just want u to know that i really really love TIM ALLEN with all my heart.
