Sometimes life is so confusing. Actually...... it's not really life, it's guys who are confusing. All love is is a word. People say it all the time just to get what they want or because they want you make the other person happy at that one moment in their life. But then the next day go and say they do love you but yet they are wtih somebody else and are in love with them.

 

One of my friends is going through the same why I feel right now. He is absolutly in love with his ex girlfriend but she has moved on and is in love with somebody else. But yet, he is still madly in love with her. And he has gotten another girlfriend to try and make himself feel happy. This is exactly how I feel. I have to try and get somebody else to make me happy to try and stop thinking about you but you have moved on and are in love with somebody else now and I am still madly in love with you. I don't even know what to do anymore. I try and try to tell you how i feel but i never really feel like you want to hear it so I have stopped telling you. Now you know what it feels like. I don't know what to say to you because all i want to know is how does it feel to you? It doesn't feel all the great.

 

I am sorry for what you are going through but I don't know how to help you because I don't even know how to help myself through something exactly like the situation you are in. That's why whenever you tell me anything about this all I can say is I'm sorry or something on the lines of that. When I read your blog about what you feel I felt like I was reading something that I wrote. 

 

I think I know what is going through your mind right now...... you don't want to talk to me anymore or that the next time you do talk to me  you are going to tell me I am stupid and that I need to get over you.

I.M.S.O.R.R.Y.