it is the only way to experiance complete peace. The hell of this pointless life and existance holds absolutly no meaning or reason to live. Nothing matters anymore becuase the deep pain that is all that can be felt, and every day it only gets worse and worse. no one cares! They have all proven it by how they have hurt me. LOVE IS A LIE! the voice inside my head says freedom from pain is to just end it all, so i should get over with it! LEt me explain.... My life really suckes, and the big black hole that just keeps getting deeper and darker. there is no way out, nothing anyone can say will change the fact that my life is hopless and to die is the only answer. so i made a dicision to end it all, and i am goin to
love always melody!