Look, My mom f*cking went psychotic on me and told everyone that I’m a f*cking whore and that I was the biggest accident of the world. She had the balls so say to me in front of the whole family that I was never wanted and the only reason I lived with her is because my dad didn’t want me either and adoption wasn’t an option. So, I’m sorry I just cried and didn’t write you. I didn’t get a chance anyway. I wanted to so bad. f*ck, I cried all night last night because I didn’t get to write you. And for once, I did nothing wrong and my mom still finds a way to f*ck me over. So here, here you are a message for you from me. Sorry it’s late but I tried and this is all I could get right now. But I did my best. I love you, I really do. Bye

Yeah, I know you were with my other sis too. Crys loved you a lot. It was so cute! But Natalie loves you just as much. I know about you adopting the trips. I think that it’s amazing. I’m glad that you’re going to stay in their lives. It’s a very mature thing to do. I’m very pleased that both Natalie and Crys found someone like you. Well, I better be heading off! Lots to do! Lol. Bye-Bye

Thanks for the heads up babe! So… I see you’ve met my other sister… Kati… Well, yeah anyway thanks for the heads up...! I’ll be online on Thursday, I think, my mom is hating me recently… Like so won’t even acknowledge that I’m even there. But yeah, we need to talk, I have something I really NEED to talk to you about ok? It’s important and just yeah, I need to tell you this… it’s been bothering me and I’m ready to tell you it now… But I gotta go, reading time. I love you Beka…