I hate how no one can take a teenager seriously
and I especially hate how even we cant take each other seriously
I can only seem to have In depth conversations with very few of my friends
I feel like such an idiot when I get too into things or try to explain a new perspective and all I see is a blank expression with the look of "wtf" running through the persons head whom im talking to
it seems like all anyone wants to do is get high, get drunk, or talk about how badly they wanna get laid
I mean talking about this every now and then is alright
but when it becomes routine where the same person asks me every monday "get drunk this weekend" it feels so fake
no substance
no feeling or thought
just quick thrills to make us smile
and the thing that kills me is that in order to not become too much of an outcast I have to drop to this level
and it feels like a kick off to self destruction
either im more mature, or a complete loser...
more mature
goodnight gang
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Published by paradox__: 2:00 AM
Updated On: 2/13/2006 at 6:13 PM
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