Poems

Can you hear me?

Is my message loud and clear?

Am I the one who is pushing her luck?

Am I the unreasonable one my dear?

 

Just tell me what it is that I did

Or what wasn’t done

Because in this epic battle

Where lives are taken so freely

There is nothing helped, nothing said, nothing won.

 

I almost want to quit, and give up my place

Because you keep pushing for your one space

The space between what’s just and right

The place that I cradle my heart at night

 

Open the portal between just and true

And I will pass through only for you

You need your place, that one tiny space

The space where I stand between

Your life and your friends

Your family and your fun

So please

Your battle is won.

as we both struggle and fight just to keep it alive
baby all i want is a piece of life

hold on tight with al your might
never let go and walk toward the light

hold your head high, look up to the sky and watch as the world will pass you by

keep your head still, baby i'll be your thrill for the rest of my life
watching over you, watching over me

cause thats the way love is supposed to be

sharing out secrets, our future to be
we tell eachother anything and everything

baby its just you, baby its just you and me.

dont let me go, never say our goodbyes
its time for departure, as tears fill my eyes

we both know the truth, but dont know what to do

so just hold my hand as the river runs through

im begging you, baby, at leaast just try
one more ounce, sweetie anything will do

try to hold on to the past, to the present and me

i said baby dont go, theres so much more to see

he said all he wanted to find in his lifetime was me

i'll never forget his smile, his kiss

that one summer day with all absence of bliss.

Sitting waiting wishing for this moment to come
I lay with my blood syringe, my body almost numb
I beg of u, oh majestic one
To lay me down on my death bed
With intentions of putting that silver bullet to my thoughtless head
my loneliness became me, I was completely overcome
by the fear that I have become
transformed into a creature nobody dares to stop
black my eyes, cut my wrists
no longer afraid to use my fists
an empty soul, as black as can be
what is this thing I have come to be?
I can find happiness, without anyone’s help
Somewhere deep within my objects
Objects of self-infliction they seem to them
To me they are simply to avoid to condemn
My pills, my gun, and the blade I’ve stained
What ever has my heart contained?
I must leave you now
With only a prayer
Because now you’ve heard of my life
Now bare
My thoughts
Now rare
Because now you know
That no one has cared.

Romeo and Juliet
just a fairy tale i'll bet
no such sweeter love than in dreams
trust me, its harder than it seems!
to fall so deep in this love
would i be a fool to follow this dove?
to drool over fantasies, never real,
i have lost all consciousness, i cannot feel
hurt too many times, but ive recovered
onto another hopeless lover
to drown in my sorrow, drink my poison, my self, the foe
to fall for the one, false, perfect man,
my romeo, only if i can...

Don’t ask me no questions, don’t tell me no lies,
Your heart is a window, I’ve seen through it all
Don’t have to pretend, you can’t even lie
I’ve seen you in class, we talk much in the hall
Flirting is fun, but why do I try
Cause I know you don’t like me,
I know you by heart.

If I had one wish, I’d wish you with me
Cause I all have to do is cry
One tear, one breath , one moment of truth
I have the opportunity
To show you my ways
Twisted and stout
I love you, there is no doubt
No doubt in my heart, my aching soul
If I don’t tell you it all, I’ll have to pay the toll
To every girl whose ever taken the chance
Made a change found their ways
When I let you in, you just shut me out.
I knew it all along.

We sang that same song.
Of the endless, back and forth we haven’t a test
If I could tell you before you go
That everything has its part
Cause I know you by heart.