Poems

I’m so confused with what I want to do!
To many choices I don’t know what to tell you.
To work this out or just let you go,
Is the hardest choice, harder than you’ll ever know!

People on all sides giving me there advice.
I know they try to help but it’s just causing more strife.
I need to get away and just think on my own.
Maybe then when I come back I’ll be able to pick up the phone.
And let you know what has really been going on.

Choices, right in front of me
Choices, beyond what I can see
Everywhere I turn,
Decisions, splitting me!

Pulled both ways, I can’t choose sides.
One way or the other it’s all the same in my eyes.
No one can give me a clear answer
Fending for myself, fear spreading like cancer.



Choices, right in front of me
Choices, beyond what I can see
Everywhere I turn,
Decisions, splitting me!
Tearing and pulling,
Way beyond what is reasonable and controlling.
Spinning and turning ,
Heading for a dead end with no warning.

Pulled both ways I can’t choose sides,
Fighting my way through all the lies.
No one can give me a clear answer,
I’m torn apart inside.
-Flash84

Where are you now? Why do you cry?
I fight the darkness on my own, Why do you always lie?
Where do you run to? When I can’t find you.
Defeated and broken, If only I could show you that what I say is true.

Where do you keep your tears?
Where do you hide your pressing fears?
How do you keep control?
How do you hide everything you’ve stole?
No matter what you say,
I’m not listening today!

Why do I still try? Why do I try to look good in your eyes?
My whole life revolved around you, Why did you leave me here to die?
Why couldn’t I see? You were never honest.
Rejected and all alone, Can’t look in the mirror I’m too self-conscious.

Where do you keep your tears?
Where do you hide your pressing fears?
How do you keep control?
How do you hide everything you’ve stole?
No matter what you say,
I’m not listening today!

Can you hear me yell? Can you live with yourself?
I gave you all I had, And you still push me to the back shelf?
How did you blind me? Keep me from seeing the way you would be,
Dazed and confused, Can’t decided to stay or flee.

Where do you keep your tears? (From Me)
Where do you hide your pressing fears?
How do you keep control?
How do you hide everything you’ve stole? (From Me)
No matter what you say,
I’m not listening today!

You look at me and tell me what you see,
Look at me and ask me what can be.
Look at you and ask what I see,
I look at you and inside I’m free.
What can happen with you and me?
Do you care what others might see?

Inside I’m free,
Outside I’m conscious of what others see.
Inside I’m reckless,
Outside I’m destined.

You tell me my fears,
I give you my tears.
You look in my eyes,
As I tell you lies.
And walk away never knowing,
The pain inside me growing

Inside I‘m free.
Outside I’m conscious of what others see.
Inside I’m reckless,
Outside I’m destined.

I can’t go on anymore,
Until I learn what I’m here for.
I find myself all alone,
Into this dark corner I’m thrown.
I can’t see who is in front of me,
When it was you calling for me that I couldn’t see.



Inside I’m free.
Outside I can finally become who I want to be.
Inside I’m joyful
Outside I’m finally hopeful!