The first time I saw you I knew my heart was only made for you. I believed you were my soulmate.I thought you felt it too. We had great times and made memories. I’ll never forget you showed me how wonderful life could honestly be. You quickly made me see what I meant to be living for simply for your smile, your laugh, and your touch, but most importantly for our hearts to combined as one and for us to show each other a whole new world of love. Now you say it's over and you need space. You must not see how much this is killing me. It’s leaving my heart feeling like an empty place. I now feel cold and useless instead of warm and alive. What use to be my happy life is now one big lie. I can't stop the blood overflowing from my wrist. I know I’m supposed to move on and forget. I’ve cut myself so many times, now I have so many fears. You took my heart and tore it apart. I haven't yet learned how I’m supposed to get along without you in my life. I keep recalling all our memories in my mind. For going on without you there is no reason I can find. Deep down I know the feelings are always there. Maybe some day you will care. At least for now I can try to hide the pain. I know if I don't go insane, in my heart I hold out hope you will one day return to me. But in my mind I realize I have to ride the river of life and try to hold on until I reach the banks of a distant shore where I won't miss you anymore.
