why is life so hard for me?.. why do people critize me soo much?..i just want to be myself, but my mom wants me to be all girlly girl.. and she doesnt want me skating with guys and listing to rock music..she wants me to be just like my cousins.. okay for one thing i hate my cousins for being drug additics and no i dont want that, because i dont want to go back to Rehab again.. and im not that type of girl.. i just want to dress up with black clothes or green, pink, and sometimes bright colors...just to show some good emotions... but i hate guys when they say they love you and they dont f*cken mean it... they just want to f*ck you and they leave you pregnant.. being inlove is good for us girls but when you have a guy that just want sex or wants to take your money that is not love... always that i see my x-bf pictures of him and me together it really pisses me off and then i start crying then finally i start to make a cut in my left wrist but mostly i cut in my belly... i hate dating guys like that...i hate life... 

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