hey all. im just here letting you know that my day is really sucking right now. not that you really care, or can do anything about it, but i still want to let yall know. had a bad night, like 5 hours, plus ive been getting about that much all week. i could barely keep my eyes open last night, or getting them open at all this morning. then, for no reason, i just burst into tears in my 4th hour class today. i kept getting funny looks from the people next to me, and one of them actually got up and hugged me. to my dismay, it made me cry harder. so, i went to the bathroom and got composed, and when i got back, the teacher made a joke, and just thinking about crying made me start again. even now my eyes are tearing up!! goddammit!! so, i just closed my book and read for the rest of the period, and that helped mightily. 5th period was dull, so i read through that as well. then, i got home, and Cindy, her 2 sons, and jaden, a friend of the family was there. now, i like the house to be empty when i get home. i can do what i want, when i want, as loud as i want, for a couple of hours until they get home. but, they were here. that threw a monkey rench in my plans. i just like listening to music for a bit, but i dont feel comfortable doign that when other people are here. ok, so they are here, being really loud, and subtly rude, and i realize that my treat i bought myself yesterday, is about half gone. i havent had a piece yet, and its half gone. who ate it? yea, the lovely children did. i dont care if they have some of my stuff, but they have to ask FIRST!! its just kindof a kick in the nuts when shi*t like that happens.

but, for all my bad day, its still friday, its raining (i love rain), and i should sleep soundly tonight. so i am ok, but still feeling iffy. so, i hope i havent dampened your mood by telling you all my grievances, but it certainly helped me! so, thank you for listening!