here i am sitting in my chair and all i can think about is skatebords. i try and i try with all my might to set my mind at ease, but i cant. so i get on the net and talk to some of my frends, but all i can think about is jumping a set. ill chat and chat but skateing allways pops up. what the hell am i going to do? i sit in this chair and i play a game, point click boom, kill as many ppl as i can. o wait hey do u skate? yea he says im kinda good, mabee we can skate some time. damn i did it agin, what o what am i going to do?

i go back to the chat room and i see my gf. just between u and me shes super hott. we could talk 4 hours and we do. when i go to sleap at night in my room coverd in sk8 posters i dream about skateing. what am i going to do? i wake up and hop out of bed, i take a shower and get dressed, i come in this room and sit in this chair and cheak my mail,and im still thinking about skateing. so i grab my board and head out side. i go up my stairs, ride down the sidewalk, ollie the curb and start to skate down the streat. i olny have to skate like 12 blocks before i get to the skate park, and when i get their i dont want to leave. i skate all day or till i break a board its all good tho. ill skate or walk home and eat and get right back on here. then repeat the next day. so let me ask u this am i in a rut? or do i just skate too much?

 

this is kinda what i do not exactly but sorta, i work and other thangs but i think i really skate alot cuse i do, o-well nvm im just speaking my mind i guss.

 

lots of love 4 all

~brian~