It feels like everything is going so fast.
And yet, everything is at a stand still.
Things keep changing, but everything's the same.
I feel trapped in this place, with no where to go.
Like everyone is moving on, but I'm stuck.
The more I crave to get out of here, the slower everything moves.
The slower the changes.
School drags by like a death sentence, only to be renewed the next day.
My home life is like living on death row.
Like I'm stuck in reverse with no where to go but down.
Down the drain of monotony and sameness.
I don't know what to do.
I know people have it worse.
But I can't help but think about myself.
Like some selfish little girl throwing a tantrum.
But never getting my way.
It's like I've hit a brick wall, and my grasp on reality is slipping away.
I find myself sitting awake, wondering what it is I have to look forward to.
I rarely come up with something.
It feel like my life has become a bad dream.
A never ending nightmare.
And I don't want to ask for help.
But I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to get back on the reality wagon.
I've hopped off too soon.
And I'm afraid I can't get back on.
Hear the sound
The angels come screaming
Down, your voice
I hear you've been bleeding
Make your choice
They say you've been pleading
Someone save us
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We'll hear the sound
As you're falling down meds
I'm at this old hotel
But can't tell if I've been breathing or sleeping
Or screaming or waiting for the man to call
And maybe all of the above
Cause mostly I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps
While spitting out the blood and screaming
Someone save us
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We'll hear the sound
As you're falling down
And will you pray for me?
Or make me say don't leave?
And will you lay for me?
Or make a saint of me?
Cause I'll give you all the nails you need
Cover me in gasoline
Wipe away those tears of blood again
And the punchline to the joke is asking
Someone save us
Heaven help us now
Come crashing down
We'll hear the sound
As you fall
And would you pray for me?
[You don't know a thing about my sins]
[How the misery begins]
Or make us say don't leave?
[You don't know]
[So I'm burning, I'm burning]
And will you lay for me?
[You don't know a thing about my sins]
[How the misery begins]
Or make a saint of me?
[You don't know]
[Cause I'm burning, I'm burning]
Cause I'll give you all the nails you need
[I'm burning, I'm burning again]
Cover me in gasoline again
[heaven help us - my chemical romance]
