So I'm feeling better about things.
Like everything is beginning to slide back into place.
Return to the norm.
Which is good.
I still can't help feeling...out of place in my own life.
Especially at home.
It seems like I can't have a conversation with anyone in my house that doesn't end up in a fight.
I know I shouldn't get so upset about it.
I should be used to it.
It still gets me down.
Your family is supposed to be there for you.
When it seems like they're the cause of all my problems.
Everything that's not school related, that is.
I've got so much stress from just my home life that it's stressing me out about everything else.
I've got to find a way to cope.
Or I'll just end up killing someone.
Hopefully it's not the latter.
I'm not going down on my knees
Begging you to adore me
Can't you see it's misery
And torture for me
When I'm misunderstood
Try as hard as you can
I've tried as hard as I could
To make you see
How important it is for me
Here is a plea
From my heart to you
Nobody knows me
As well as you do
You know how hard it is for me
To shake the disease
That takes hold of my tongue
In situations like these
Understand me
Some people have to be
Permanently together
Lovers devoted
To each other forever
Now I've got things to do
And I've said before
That I know you have too
When I'm not there
In spirit I'll be there
[Shake the disease - Depeche Mode]
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xxDiscoxDollyxx: 6:44 PM
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